Smile That Crazy Beautiful Smile

Smile That Crazy Beautiful Smile

“Smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile your crazy beautiful smile!” he said to me.

            He made me laugh that’s for sure. He was always the one who could cheer me up when I was down and sad. He was always there for me even when he was busy and on vacation, he made time to cheer me up…maybe he really did love me somewhere inside like I love him.

*3 hours earlier.*

            I got a call from the boy I swear I was falling for, maybe a little to fast but he just seemed so kind and nice.

                        “Yooo” Alex said when I picked up

                        “Hey” I said

            Later in the conversation we were talking and he started acting weird.

                        “So who are you flirting with now?” Alex said to me.

                        “Huh? No one why?” I said kind of confused at his choice of question.

                        “Well I heard about what happened when you hung out with Ian and Styles” he stated in a mater-o-fact tone.

                        “Nothing really exciting happened” I said

                        “Well I heard you kissed both of them in the same night” he said acting like he was my boyfriend

                        “We were outside they played football, we walked around after dark, Styles kissed me, Ian made him kiss me, Ian flirted with me, I went home.” I said kind of offended

                        “Well I got to go…bye” he said and click.

             Wow…I thought to myself…was he basically saying I was a slut? He didn’t even ask for my side of this messed up story…it hurt me. It made me want to cry. It made me want to dye to know that Ian one of my close friends sense we were kids could just turn on me and make something like that up and then go telling people it. I didn’t know what to do so I texted the one person who I care about the most. The one guy who can make me smile with just a “hey.” The one an only Damon.

*Present time*

*Texts between Jane and Damon*

Me: “Hey I know you’re probably busy or something and I’m sorry to bother you I just wanted to talk to someone who makes me smile…well I can’t wait till you come home, bye have a good night”

Damon: “Smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile your crazy beautiful smile!”

Me: “Aww thanks you made me smile :). I’ve just had a rough night and you turned it all around.”

Damon: “Oh what happened? And I’m glad I did :)”

Me: “Well I basically got called a slut……=/. And I am too :)”

Damon: *picture message* quick shitty pic of me. But I smiled because you need to smile! And you’re not a slut! Don’t listen to the shit people talk about you. Janey you are beautiful any girl would be jealous to be you, look at yourself you have long beautiful brown hair, fierce green eyes and a sexy body ;) you are perfect and to top it all off your personality is great”

Me: “I love it, thank you. Before I was texting you I just wanted to cry….You really did make me smile and happy again. And lol well thanks you’re not to bad yourself, with your black hair, handsome face, sexy body ;)”

Damon: “I look gay ._.  and I’m sorry *hugs* and pft copy cat”

Me: “No you do not! Haha and it’s alright now *hugs* who me? Never lol”

            He made me laugh that’s for sure. He was always the one who could cheer me up when I was down and sad. He was always there for me even when he was busy and on vacation, he made time to cheer me up…maybe he really did love me somewhere inside like I love him.

It was the next day now. I got up and was ready to face that day with whatever it was to bring me. I was ready to face him. Who? Alex. Yes him. He wants to be an ass whole then fine I can be a bitch to him right back. I find it funny how one day he and I go from talking about how the past doesn’t matter and to trust people and then he goes and said that to me. I shrugged that feeling off. I know who I am and what he was saying wasn’t me. I wasn’t going to let him make me feel so low. I was a confident 16 year old teenager and I wasn’t about to let some guy hurt me with false accusations.

             I was sad I won’t be hearing much from Damon for another couple of days because he was on vacation and I didn’t want to bother him again. I got up, took a hot shower and got dressed and curled my hair.  I decided to go meet up with my best friend for some coffee and go to the mall. My best friend Katherine, she was wild and beautiful she had medium blonde hair and chocolate brown eyes and a stunning figure, we were a lot alike personality wise.

            Katherine and I sat down at a table with our order of to cappuccinos. We started talking about how our summer has been so far and what has happened in the two long weeks she has been away at a soccer camp. I would have gone but I was too busy and mom and dad were away so I had to take care of the house. I told her the whole conversation with Alex and then of course Damon. Rin (Katherine’s nickname) has always known about my huge crush on Damon, she knew he was my first love even if he and I never dated he was always the one guy I could never get over. Yeah I dated other guys but the love I felt for them was never anywhere near the love I felt for Damon there was just something about him that made me fall even more in love with him every single time we talk.  He was so cute and nice and yeah he had his times when he was just an ass whole but I still loved him. I know it’s crazy to say that I love someone I’m not even with but I always felt a connection with him.