royally enchanted

getting married

It feels as if years have gone by more like a decade, since years have really passed. It funny how life is such a challenge. How it's full of ambiguity . How it takes years for a person to change, but it doesn't take much for a life to be taken away in just five minutes. How people can become better people, how our choices make us including the people around you.

Is it wrong, should I be feeling like this? Wanting to be with someone else while the person who loved you like no other has just passed on. In life we don't always get what we want and as someone once told me as ridiculous as it may sound Christmas comes once a year if you know what I mean .

I won't lie to you it hard having to stand here watching the people who you have known all your whole life especially if one was your lover and the other one is your ex best friend getting married and exchanging vows .

Being the person that I am ,I'm weak , I'm not strong enough and having the pleasures (note sarcasm)of being one of the bridesmaids. I feel like a half fledged thing . Maybe if I told him how I felt I would be the one wearing that white veil and kissing the life out of him. I can't fight for what I love and want. I'm not strong enough. What kind of queen would I have been,since it is my ex best friend that he is marrying I would've made a fool out of myself.

I mean if he felt the same or something towards me he would've have let me know. I watch them as they turn and wave to the crowd . He is so good looking and so sexy ! And the Queen by his side radiant and glowing with a smile on her face.

She turns and throw the bouquet and oh! It lends right in my arms everyone turns to see who's the lucky lady and they all cheer for me as the king and our new queen walk towards me. Some cameras flash at me as the photographers take photos.

They make their way towards me. I watch how they walk gracefully as the king and Queen they already are. "Oh Megan, congratulations! " she says as I qurtsy. She squeals and take my hand in hers to squeeze lightly."thank you your majesties " . The king smiles cognizantly towards me . I See a sadness,hurt and guilt at once in his face that by the time I reopen my eyes after a moment of blinking, that they are no longer there.

Maybe I'm seeing things that aren't there. I smile back in acknowledgement as the paparazzi take pictures. Well that's my que "excuse me your highness " I say as I qurtsy again as I walk away but stopped on my tracks by a small soft familiar hand on my elbow. "Oh Megan don't be a sore loser, let's take some pictures "I open my mouth and before I can protest as I'm pulled towards the Queen, her arm is around my shoulder. "For old times sake "she whispers in my ear. I look at her,besides her where the king is who looks shocked as I'm.

"Cheers"she says as a few snaps are shot . After the tenth one I hold my hand up "enough" I say softly. I need some fresh air "if you'll excuse me your highnesses " I qurtsy as I walk away . I walk out to the large balcony where the Queen will be introduced to everyone. I look up at the orange sky as music inside starts.

A loud sigh leaves my lips as I take out my 6 inch silver heels, my feet are swollen and aching ouch! I move my swollen pink toes stretching them as I look at their state another huge sigh leaves my lips in satisfaction at the relief my feet are feeling .

The hairs on the back of my neck rise as his piercing gaze burns through me. I turn abruptly to find the familiar green hazel eyes with golden flakes and butterflies erupt within my stomach. The only thing that I can hear is my heart beating ferociously against my rib cage. "Your highness" I qurtsy.

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