Spring Day / Taekook | Yoonkook

viii.

/Yoongi POV/

Can I fucking leave already?

I don't even like socializing with new people, I don't even know this guy for fuck sakes.

How do I leave quicker?!

Oh my god..... my social anxiety better not come right now I swear to god-

"Yoonie hyung?" I quickly turn to Jeongguk. His doe eyes are so cute... this makes me so soft..

Oh wait this Taehyung guy left.

"Yes Ggukie?" I said, he smiled at me softly, he rested his head on my shoulder. "I'm sorry you had to stay here... I know you didn't want to.." His said with a sad smile.

"Oh Ggukie... as long as I am here with you, I'll stay no matter what.. I promise." I said smiling, and then kissing his forehead. He smiled.

"That was so cheesy hyung... I like it.." He whisper that last part but yet I still heard it.

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/3rd person POV/

They were at the park for awhile but Jeongguk decided to leave to go home, Yoongi walked home humming a small tune, before walking into his apartment.

He grabbed his journal and pen, he started to write.

Am I good enough?
I'm scared I'll never be good enough.
I don't see the fullness of the glass,
I see the emptiness in the glass.
I don't think I can handle all this pressure.
I honestly wish there wasn't a tomorrow.
The part of me that used to care is now gone,
I'm now the empty mold of what I used to be.
It's sad nobody seemed to noticed.
I get high trying to bury the empty feeling.
It did help, for a while.

I wish I could end it.
But if I do who would take care of you?
I need to protect you...
I'm scared you won't be okay without me.
Shit, I feel so fucking stuck,
I don't think i can handle of this pressure.
I'm just the empty mold of what was.
Trying to force myself to care.
Trying to make you happy.

The only thing that ever made me happy was your smile.

He stopped writing when he heard a chime from his phone. He sighed and grabbed his phone looking at the message.

"HYUNG WHY DIDN'T YOU NEVER TELL ME THAT YOU WERE BACK YOU FUCKTARD."

He raised his eyebrow, and looked at the contact oh. It was Jimin.

He unlocked his phone and messaged him back with,

"Well hello to you to Jimin."

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410 words. I wonder what is gonna happen?

I'm sorry the chapter wasn't good. I'll try harder to make it better!

Anyway how are you?
How is school?
Have you been stressed?

I've been stressed a bit, but I'm alright.

Hope you guys are okay!
Talk to me if you need to.

I purple you!

Byee