In my other story Teen Love, I did an authors note just to say that I want to get this story up to 10 chapters and then I will continue writing Teen Love at the same time as I write this story. This week I feel in a really writing mood, so hopefully a lot of updates, however it does hurt my hands all this typing I've been doing. Hope you all had or are having a really good summer.
On the 23rd August, I will be going away on holiday(vacation) for 1 week. I think there will be wifi there, so if i have bad weather I may update, i wont be taking my laptop, just my ipad and phone. I may not update because I want to enjoy my week away. Hope you will all understand, but that isn't until a few weeks so I'm going to try and get as many chapters in as possible.
One more thing is I go back to school on the 8th September (I'm british by the way).
So, when school starts I'm going to be busy again. I will try and update both stories at least once a week. But I can't promise anything.
I would also like to recommend my favourite Joshifer Fan fiction to you all. It is on Wattpad and is called Sunkissed. I would love to know what you guys think of it, because I absoloutly love it!
Also, I cant spell ^^
Enough of my rambling as usual and have a fun time reading this chapter, which I really enjoyed writing!
Josh P.O.V
All I want is her. Jennifer, the woman I want. The woman I love. Whilst she is with Sam, I think I have to make sure I’m still with Claudia, to make it seem as though I don’t care, even when I do.
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2 Months Later
Jen and Sam are still together, and we’ve almost finished filming Catching Fire. For some reason, they’ve left all the kissing scenes until this week. I’m not complaining.
It’s time to leave for set and I have a nervous but excited buzz about me today. I’m praying Sam won’t watch, it would only make him jealous.
I go into hair and makeup to turn into Peeta. It takes some time, but I’m very excited. It’s the beach scene first. I walk over and greet Jen, things haven’t really been the same since that night in Sam’s room, I’ve apologised many times, to tell her I really am sorry.
“I hope this won’t be too awkward,” she laughs.
“I’m sure it won’t,” I say back.
Francis sits down in his chair.
“ACTION!” he calls.
Jen and I speak our lines, then it’s time for the kiss. I have an idea of doing it wrong so I get to keep kissing her.
She kisses me, the sparks fly, we both know how we feel about each other.
“CUT, CUT, CUT! Jen, you went in too early, we will have to film it again, take 5 everyone,” Francis says, clearly stressed.
I get up and see Sam, he watched. He knew I enjoyed it, why bother lying, of course I did.
I head back to my trailer and wonder if Jen enjoyed it as much as I did, what am I thinking? She is probably making out with Sam right now.
It’s time to go back on set and re-film the beach scene. I plan to muck up this time and then do it perfectly next time.
Jen and I sit down. She’s so flawless. Again we repeat our lines, then we kiss, even more passionately than before. The chemistry grows with every kiss. I decide to deepen the kiss more, take it further. I brush my tongue along her lips and she grants me entry.
“CUT CUT CUT! Perfect guys! Well done, that’s a wrap for today!”
But Jen and I keep kissing and I don’t plan to stop.
Jen P.O.V
Josh and I carry on kissing, we don’t care, we love each other. I love Sam though.
Sam went to get me some snacks for after the scene, but I can feel him watching us. Sure enough I’m right, seconds later he’s over and pulling Josh off of me.
“Sam, man. I’m sorry, it wasn’t her. It was me who carried on. I made sure she couldn’t move and the only thing she could do was kiss me. You know how I feel about her. I’m sorry,” he tells Sam.
He’s protecting me. Protecting my feelings, my relationship. He’s the sweetest person I think I have ever met.
“Whatever Josh, Jen come with me,” Sam says in his accent.
“Okay, I’ll be there in 2,” I yell after him.
“I’m sorry Jen, I forgot about Sam. When I kiss you it’s like you’re the only person in the world. The only one I care about. I care about you. I understand if you still don’t want to be around me. I know I blew my chance with you on the day we flew out here. If you ever think you could be with me, I’ll be waiting, for as long as you need to make up your mind,” he says.
“Josh. I do love you. I have for a long time, it depends how things go with me and Sam. If I do decide I want to be with you, which I think I have decided that. I will break up with Sam,” I respond.
“Really?” Josh says all hyped up and excited.
Then I repeat the same 2 words I said to him 2 months ago.
“For you.”
Then I leave to go and find Sam. I don’t plan on breaking up with him yet.
But, as I walk away, I notice Josh following me. I don’t know whether he is being creepy, keeping an eye on me, or what. I decide to ignore it and pretend I didn’t notice.
I do love Sam. But now I know that Josh really does feel that way about me, I’m going to make him jealous. Very jealous. I still haven’t totally forgiven him, so that’s why I need to do this, to see if what he is doing is all just a big prank.
