"Is this what its like?!"

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We were sitting on the floor in his room. Tears run down my face while he has his head in his hands. I look around his room looking for anything to take my mind off of this.

"What are you looking for?" He asks me looking up slightly.

"Er...nothing." I say awkwardly.

He picks his head up and studies me. I see he is also crying.

"Is this what it's like?!" He asks me crying harder.

"What?"

"Depression." He looks at me.

"No. This is loss. Depression is hating your life and yourself. It's crying yourself to sleep. It's hurting yourself and thinking about doing things that you shouldn't think about. It's wanting to die every fucking day of your life. So no frosty this is not what it's like." I sob. He hugs me and I cry into his chest.

"It's just not fair!" I yell.

"I know how you feel."

"No you don't! Alice is my best friend and she shouldn't have to go through this!!!" I scream.

"Yes I do!!! Cole is my best friend! and Alice is like my sister!!" He shouts back.

I sigh,"i know I'm sorry it's just I miss them all so much!" I say falling on the floor.

"Me too kitty Kat. me too. you never know they might wake up." he says sniffing. I smile trying not to bring him down. My phone rings and I look at him. I answer the phone.

"He-hello?.....this is she........yeah....his phone died but thanks for calling what is it?.......really?.....we will be right there....yeah bye." I look at Frosty. "We have to go to the hospital right now." I say and he grabs his jacket. "Text everyone." he says.

Me|| guys hospital. NOW😳

Trina|| what happened???😳😥

Gavin|| on my way 😥 rly hope they live

Mac|| ughhh😒

Gavin|| stfu Mac 😠

Reeve|| really Mackenzie what the fuck?? they might be dead you bitch!😡

Me|| idk Trina just go to the hospital

Bronx|| in the car already Reeve I'll drive you

Justin|| me and my sis are on our way

Bella (adding a few characters)|| me rain Edward (they aren't vamps and stuff) and Jacob are on our way. 😥

Me|| okay hurry! we almost there and Mackenzie i swear if u don't come I'm gonna kick your ass😠👊💥

Mac|| ok ok I'm coming god!

Me|| thx. Now hurry the fuck up guys!!!! luv ya😘😂

Reeve|| 😂

Trina|| guys come on! this isn't a joking matter! 😠😠

Reeve& I || sorry. 🙊

"Kat did you really put me in that group message? my phones blowing up!" Frosty asks.

"Shit. I just used the normal one... so Alice and Cole got it too" I say biting my lip. He sighs.

"Well were here. But first (lemme take a selfie😂😂 jk jk) tell me.. is it good or bad?" He asks me twisting his hands.

"I don't know.." I say. We can only hope for the best.....

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