Irresistible

My story.

Sometimes i wonder if someone's playing with me. I can't stop crying and i don't even know why. Well, i might know why but i can't explain it. Does it make sense? No,it doesn't, i know it doesn't. The worst of all is that nobody understands and nobody will. I don't blame them for that. I can't tell them what's wrong with me because i can't explain it. It's one of the times in our lifes that we just need somebody to see inside our eyes and understand.  That's not a joke. I can't even write the reason i'm wrecked on a paper. It's like i will be judged by some piece of paper. It's not something specific, not something important, it's the feeling of knowing that you are screwed. Yeah... that's it. It's the feeling.

So, my name is Kylie and this is my story. 

I'm 24. I live in California but I'm from Cyprus. Cyprus is a country, more like an island in Europe. It's so small and almost nobody knows about it and that upsets me because we have such a history and we are such a small group of people. I left Cyprus 5 years ago when i came here, in California to study what we call Archaeology at the University of California Berkeley. Right now, i'm looking for a job based on what i studied and what i love but unluckily there is nothing for me out there at the moment. I can't go back to Cyprus because i won't be able to find the job i want so i am officially staying here. I do have a job for a living and i hate it but there's nothing you can do about it, right? I need the money. My best friends and family are in Cyprus and i'm living in an apartment where next to me there is a couple that all day and all night fights and upstairs, exactly above my apartment there are some teens that guess what? They have a band. Welcome to the real world my mum always says to me. Well, if this is the real world there is no chance i'm surviving...

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