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SHAWN MENDES

CHAPTER # 18

The next morning was not awkward at all because no one stared at me like I had an emotional breakdown just last night and it

was bothering me a little more than it should. Shawn is avoiding me like the plague. And I am avoiding eye contact with him at

any cost. Who would want it after all that chaos? According to social manners I should go and thank him because of the kind of

saved me from dying of an emotional breakdown but no I am the worst person on earth. I break the chain of my thoughts when

Justin comes into the kitchen. His hair is ruffled and he looks like he hasn't slept all night. I almost wonder he is looking

good but then shake the thought out of my head because no chance and I hate him anyway.

"What you doin' Vendetta?"He asks and I clench my jaw.

"It's Ven, "I say through gritted teeth.

"Ok 'Vendetta'!"He has a cocky smile on his face and I so badly wanna punch him but I don't. He is not worth my time. The same time Selena comes in the kitchen and grabs a plate of eggs and bacon and sits on the counter across from me. Justin does the

same and sits beside her but she acts like she is sitting alone. As time passes everyone files in the kitchen except Shawn.I

am so embarrassed that even when he does I don't have the courage or strength to even look up at him. I am beginning to feel

like the odd one out now because everyone here is rich. Celebrities, singers, songwriters, brother of singer, son of a trillionaire,

and another person who is of no use to me and never will be. I am on my own here and now I wish that I die soon or I die right

now and no one knows better than me how sudden a thing death is;faster than the fastest thing,darker than the darkest thing

and still I want to die because death provides relief from all the anxiety, worry, depression, and stress on this world. What

another thing has the world got in store that it has not thrown my way right now? Human beings are immensely oblivious creatures.

I didn't know until then that I was one of them.

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