i know how easy i am to
replace
that's why i'm scared
that's why i'm protective
i know i shouldn't be but once you have
a friend who puts toxic thoughts in your head
it's impossible to get them out
i was always told
"you'll be forgotten"
maybe its true, but you're my best friend
i'm scared to lose you
you know all my secrets
you know parts of me i hate
you are my other half
you are the only person who can tell when i'm
breaking inside
i honestly do not know what i'd do if i lost you
you saved me from a toxic friendship
and here i am scared you'll leave
i know it's silly
but
we're both damaged from his friendship
he put words in our brains that
we cannot escape
if you stay
we'll slowly heal each other
