That One Boy

prologue

a story for @hopefortoday :)

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people tell me that I fall too easily for someone who probably have no intentions to be with me. but I say that its just me getting one step closer into finding the one. 

I know saying 'the one' sounds pretty cheesy.  but it's better than saying that I'm one step closer into finding the one I'd eave when I get bored. in this generation, nobody really has any motivation in trying to keep their relationship the strongest. no-one takes anyone out of romantic and old fashion dates anymore. it's like everyone would rather spend a day with their partner either sleeping all day or typing on their phones which I find normal but kind of sad. one of my best friends Rhyme made me open my eyes and realise that loving romantically is starting lazy. she told me that people are either too embarrassed to plan out really romantic things for their partner or either just in a relationship because it's not fun being lonely. 

I agree with the lonely part.  I've been single my whole life and I'm starting to get frustrated with it. what if there isn't anyone out there for me? what if I live my life by myself? 

living with cats is always an option that is open. but they'd probably leave me. 

I guess i fall for guys too easily because it's fun to have a small crush once in awhile. everyone has one person they fall for and think they're the one for you. you don't know why you think that at first. you just do. I think that for not one guy, not two, but three guys. 

you must be thinking, woah, liking three guys at the same time is a lot. well get comfortable and let me tell you how I even managed . 

out of 7 billion people on this earth I managed to level it down to three, one of them being my best friend Jackson. Jackson and I have been best friends for two years now after everyone had shipped us together after we were put on the Ferris wheel together at a theme park. I know it sounds very cliche but on that ride, I felt like I could tell him anything. I was spilling my heart out to him and ranting about lame stuff that I was being overdramatic about but he listened. he actually listened which surprised me because there's not much boys that listen to a girl that rants.

I know we were  kind of pushed into each other's life by our friends but it wasn't a bad thing. Jackson is one of the best people in my life and I'm glad to have met him. even though everyone still wanted us to be together in a romantic relationship, we decided to be friends because of how much we had in common. everything was going great between us. that was until I thought he left me

Jackson didn't speak to me for weeks and he made me believe like I did something wrong. it didn't really make sense to me why because we would text every night and day even though we didn't go to the same school. most of the time we would call each other when we had a problem but he didn't say anything. we started to drift apart after awhile but each day I missed him more than the day before. in those weeks I started to realise my feelings towards him and that I was crazy, stupid in love with him. too bad I only realised that once we were apart. that tore me to pieces. 

after I couldn't take it anymore and told myself that I needed him back into my life, I went by his house confidently. thankfully he answered. turns out he didn't text to call me for weeks because he was in hospital with a broken leg which made everything clear. whoops 

but gladly we started to become closer again. to apologise for my assuming behaviour, I took him out to a beach near my house.

the same exact beach I met another one of my crushes. Noah. where do I even start with him? well I could start with how I met him which was kind of funny. I got hit with his surf board which left a purple bruise on my forehead. I cant remember how many times he apologised but I do remember him taking me out to a diner to make up for that bruise. 

even though it was a pink experience, I wouldn't have it any other way. I fell for him pretty quick after noticing how attractive he was. 

we talked about a lot of things during our time in that diner. school, future and his girlfriend...unfortunately. I should have known that a really hot and nice surfer would have a girlfriend. but being the little piece of crap I am, I didn't stop myself from falling for him. 

lastly, my high school crush, jack. he too has a girlfriend which is unfortunate  because I go to the same school as him. seeing them together always breaks me but I cant really get rid of my feelings towards him because its almost impossible. i've tried but miserably failed. but how dare I even imagine him to like me back? he's popular and friends with everyone in the school. i'm here stuck with two of my best friends. Rhyme and Lydia. the only people who have been there for me when I'd break down after seeing jack and his girlfriend being lovey dovey. 

I know it's probably wrong to like three guys at once but then again i'm a lonely teenage girl that only has two best friends to help her survive her high school years. sometimes I wonder what if all jack........liked me back. what would I do then? it's just a thought though. 

it's not like its ever going to happen. 

WELCOME TO 'that one boy' 

I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS SCRAPPY PROLOGUE THAT WAS RUSHED