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written by; aaliyah // forever_liyah
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he walked along the empty and lifeless halls, his usually cheery face long gone. there was something different about today.
dan was dead, no. dan is dead.
no one dared speak as they walked behind phil, the sound of feet stopping almost instantly as phil stopped. "dan?" his breathless voice spoke, looking up at the bloody boy.
"you need to let me go, phil." the taller man whispered, cupping the boy's cheek.
"phil?" pj spoke up from behind them, putting a soft hand on the boy's shoulder.
phil jumped slightly, looking back to pj, "w-what?" he asked, choking back sobs.
"who're you talking to?" pj questioned, looking up at where phils gaze had just resided.
"you ca-" phil started, looking back to where dan just stood, his face falling. "no..." he whispered, putting his hands out, "no! dan please, please come back." phil whimpered, pulling away from pj and looking around frantically.
"phil..." pj sighed, "dan's dead. h-he's gone."
"no! no, he was just here." phil whimpered, another hand being set on his shoulder, this one much colder than the last.
"phil, let go." dan's voice whispered, "you have to let me go."
"i can't." phil cried, falling to his knees, holding his head. "i just can't..."
"you have to phil, i'm not coming back. i'm gone." dan sighed, bending down and rubbing the boy's shaking back.
"i-" phil stopped, his voice breaking, "i can't," he whispered through his tears.
"phil, do it for me, please?" dan questioned softly.
"get out of my head!" phil screamed, "i can't let you go! get out of my head!"
"mister lester." a voice hummed, sitting next to him.
"get out of my head!" phil screamed again, completely ignoring the voice.
"mister lester, would you like your medication?" the voice questioned again.
phil looked up, his cheeks stained with tears, "will it make him go away? get out of my head?" he whimpered.
"yes, mister lester, it will make him get out of your head." a blonde woman nodded.
"can i? can i get the medication?" phil questioned quickly.
the blonde girl nodded, walking out and coming back only minutes later, two pills in her hands.
"is that it? the medication?" phil asked urgently, holding his hands out quickly.
the blonde girl nodded, handing him the pills and a bottle of water, "mister lester, do you know who i am?" she questioned.
"no?" phil said after taking the pills, his voice sounding questioning.
the girl nodded, taking the water bottle back and leaving.
phil looked up again, expecting to see dan.
he did not see dan, causing him to instantly worry, "dan? dan please come back! dan please! i'm sorry. i'm sorry for taking the pills! please! you're all i have!" phil pleaded loudly, not receiving any response, "dan, come back!" he screamed, holding his head again.
"you're out of your mind, aren't you?" a boy asked from across the room, looking up phil saw a brunette boy, lanky much like dan, but not.
"n-no, i'm not out of my m-mind." phil stuttered out, shaking his head.
"are you sure?" the boy asked.
phil nodded again.
"then why do you see that boy? why do you beg for him to go away every day? why do you forget that nurse every day? she comes in every time. she asks if you want the pills every day. then when she leaves and you realize that boy isn't there you beg for him to come back. why do you do that? if you're not mad, why do you do that?" the boy questioned.
phil stayed silent.
i'm out of my mind.
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YouTuber One-Shots | MATURE
Fanfictiona book full of all your favorite YouTubers and one-shots about them. no aka needed, that's exactly what this book is. NOT family friendly, do NOT feel free to share these with your religious grandma who doesn't exactly care.
