Here I am years later, happy and healthy. I went through a lot after this to get to where I am now, but it was worth it. Use whatever resources you can get your hands on and I can guarantee that anyone will try to help and be an open ear. More than 80% of Americans suffer with depression, but we all try to hide it. The best thing for me was to let it all out and not be afraid of embarrassment or judgement, because in reality, the next person you see has probably been through something similar. If you want to hear my story, the full version, let me know. Talking and sharing helps. After I wrote this note, I sat back and cried until I couldn't anymore. Then, I decided that I wanted to live for myself and to screw whoever tries to mess it up. Now, I can't think of one person I hate or one person who hates me. Surround yourself with love and that's what you'll get.
Much love,
Olivia ~
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Silenced Mouths, Dark Minds
Short StoryA short-story about suicidal thoughts. Written by a suicidal person. About two years ago I wanted to die. I was in college, but homeless and with no money. I drank from garden hoses and maintained a steady income of antidepressants and Adderall. Dur...
