Repeating moments

Chapter 1

My name is Alisa Dove. Blue eyes, long brown hair, tall, sensitive, tough, beautiful (but I don't let it go to my head).

I have two best friends. Desire Jacobs, she has beautiful green eyes, shorter than me (but I don't mind) brown hair, cock attitude but I love her.

Anyway, we both go school in Boston, at Boston College for girls. So as you can imagine we never really see boys.
We both do sport, I am captain of our bassball team Boston badgers and Dez is under captain.

We are usually seen as the tough girls in school, we get into fights and so but we always win. No one really messes with us because every one is afraid of us.

But If they only knew why we are this way. I don't show emotion, ever. Dez is the softer one. When she gets sad I usually help her. And I have to be strong for the both of us.

We are both orphans, our parents left us when we turned 15. We live on our own, and take care of ourselves. We have ways tried to figure out why our parents left us.

But we never could. Boyfriends on the other hand, neither of us has ever had good luck with them.  We'll she has but me on the other hand, not so much.

I had one boyfriend in high school, Austin Woods. He was amazing, we really loved each other, until one day he left. Never came back.  Ever. I gave up on love since then. A lot of boys have asked me out afterwards, I had about 2 the rest of  high-school. Until college, I have never had one.

Because every boyfriend I had after Austin has left me the same way. Never coming back. And I'm scared for love. I'm scared it will happen again. It was like a repeat button that never stopped.