The stars you never see (matt Espinosa fanfic)

The begining

Sometimes I'm happy...sometimes I'm sad, and sometimes I'm mad. But the hardest part of feeling all those emotions is that not one person gives a single damn.

A/n

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I'm Lucy I'm 15 years old I have bright green eyes and light brown hair.

Here in my life the only friend I have is my head, I think, constantly. About what the world could be and what it is. I think about love, life, space, how lawnmowers work, why my tv only works if I hit it 30 times. But here in my life I have no one.

Tomorrow I start 9th grade. And to make it worse, it's a new school. Going into high school with not one person you've ever spoken to. Why? Because we have to move for my dad's work. So we can have 'food on the table' or 'a roof over my head'.

"LUCY! Dinners ready" I hear my 6 year old brother yell to me from down stairs snapping me out of my day dream. I put the last of my box in my new room and head down stairs

Fish, yuck.

"So honey you exited for tomorrow?" My moms says a little overly energetic

"Nope" I say not even looking up for my plate that has not even been touched. I feel my family's eyes on me after giving that responds.

"Why are you like this Lucy? Why can't u just except that we had to move?"

"Mom, I'm going into high school where I know absolutely no one and have only seen the school from the out side!" My voice quickly raises as I speak

"I have no one, I know no one. That's why I'm like this" I throw my fork witch was once used to push my food around, on my still full plate, pushed the chair back, quite graciously might I add, and stormed up stairs.

Tears storm down my face. Why? Why me? What other person has to go into a new school in the middle of high school!? Me... That's who.