Chapter 29

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But how is this possible? I didn't have—

A memory comes to me. Me and Caleb, on the hospital bed. Oh, no. Oh, God. Oh, no.

But I didn't take a test. So I don't know for certain.

I jump up out of the chair, and run out of the hospital. I have to get a test. I have to.

I run to the CVS right across the street. I look around until I finally find a pregnancy test. I buy it at the cash register as quickly as possible, and rush out of CVS. I run back to the hospital and to the restroom.

I read the directions and take the test. I wait for about ten minutes. It comes back positive.

I'm pregnant.

I run back to Caleb's room and sit down in the chair next to Caleb, holding his hand. "Caleb," I say. "Please wake up. I need to... tell you something."

The machine next to his bed answers with a beep beep beep. I let out another sob. "Please, Caleb. Please. I–I'm pregnant," I choke out. It's so hard, too hard, to say those words.

The machine answers with one, monotone beeeeeeeep going on forever. I sob.

I realize now why I had those nightmares about Caleb when I first met him. I was afraid. I was afraid that Caleb would die. And now he has.

He's dead. Caleb is dead.

The last person I love is dead.

I utter the last word that I want to say. "Goodbye."

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