Him...

It was 3:49 am and I was as restless as usual. My eyes began to chase the lights that ran through the walls of my room. I turned my body to the side, moving my arm softly under my pillow. Closing my eye I wished to escape reality for atleast a minute or two. I quickly grabbed my phone and tried to call him... Him as in the only person who has been there for me, Him as in the one who dried the tears that fell from my eyes, and Him...who I secretly had feelings for. My hands started shaking as they hovered over the keys I was afraid to press. I held my arms in close right after dropping my phone on my bed a foot away from me. Goosebumps rose on my skin. I couldn't do it , why couldn't I do it?

Oh. Maybe Because it was close to 4 in the morning and I am trying to reach someone who is sleeping peacfully in his bed. I bet I haven't crossed his mind once...

Ughh! Stop being a whimp! I thought. I grabbed my phone and dialed his number. "Please leave a message after the beep" I choked on my words... I held my phone to my chest to allow myself to exhale. I took a deep breath in and moved my phone back to my ear." Alright I am saying this really fast cause you see I've been hold back so many emotions and well you see I just ..." I was cut off by the second beep. I threw my phone across the room and started freaking out about the fact that I had just sent that voice mail ,AND THAT I SPOKE ABOUT HELD BACK EMOTIONS. I walked around the room in circles with my hands curled in my hair trying to figuring out what to do.

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I woke up to my alarm at 7:30 am confused as heck wondering when I even fell alseep. I quickly got ready and ran to school.

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I was running so fast I barely felt the ground I refused to believe was still under me. My book bag bounced off my back multiple times. I suddenly knocked into someone and fell so perfectly I didn't get a scratch...However this person might have gotten hurt pretty bad after breaking my fall. I lifted my head from his shoulders and gasped. I was Him.. well HIM! The Him I told you about. I sat up . "OH NO I KILLED HIM!" I thought as I saw his weak motionless body. I carefully checked if he was breathing. I to stare at his perfectly red lips and how they were covering his pearly white teeth. As I began to stare at his brown chestnut hair, I found myself almost reaching for it when suddenly, his eyelids begin to move. He blinked a few times until I could see his eye fully open. His brown eyes were darker than usual. He ran his hand through his hair and sat up bringing his chest agaist my right shoulder. "You alright? I have to say, you were runnin pretty fast" His accent always made my heart skip. He sat there with a smirk on his face ,waiting for my response. I opened my mouth trying to speak but nothing came out. I sat there - looking like an idiot. I looked down at my books that were now spread on the ground. I tried to reach them one by one , while slowly standing myself up. I dusted my jeans off and caught his laughing at something behind me. I watched as his eyes moved slowly up my leg. Finally his eyes hit the spot he could stop smiling and I began to think he was a real perv for staring at my rear with such joy and lack of shame "What are you staring at you little creep?" I asked crossing my arms. He quickly stood up and hovered over me. He was much taller than I was. He grabbed my chin and forced me to look into his killer eyes. My heart began to race. Was this reality could he be trying to kiss me? I formed my lips into a tight O. I closed my eyes like the girls did in the movies. I could almost FEEL him smirking. "Um, I hate to say this but girly your pants are alittle um.. how to I say it..ah yes! Inside out." My eyes opened wide. I move one hand behind me and felt the little tag of my jeans hanging. I had the BEST luck on earth.

I covered my eyes with my empty hand and tried to hide the shame I felt. My cheeks grew rosey and hot. His hand grabbed my waist turning me around. "You take things so serious you know that Right??" He said holding my chin up. He unbottoned his shirt and rapped it around my waist. "There! You can't even tell they are in side out" I started to laugh off the crazy morning I was having. I start to tighten the sleeves that were tied infront of me, as I was looking down I notice something shinning on the ground. It ...WAS HIS PHONE. I almost forgot about the voice I had left him. I couldn't just risk everything and let him hear it. I quickly pick it up, but as I was just about to turn around I bounced back of his chest dropping his phone. Right .Infront of him. "Hmm about that, I was gonna ask you..." I began to tighten my grip on my books. "Yesterday, at 3:56 am you called me and left a message. You mentioned something about pent up emotions." He moved a bit closer to me "And well you see... as a best friend to a best friend, I think it is safe enough for you to share these dear emotions you were speaking of, Yes?" He asks , talking close to my ear.

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That's all for now!!!!!