dear emma

euphoria

please play
euphoria by bts jungkook

dear emma, you are the sun that shines over my bad days, you are the angel that overpowers my insecurities and bad thoughts, you are my comfort for when i need to rant, you are my home. and most importantly, you are my best friend. whenever i listen to euphoria, i immediately think of you. now, tHIS BOOK isn't aesthetic. huhuhu it isn't like the iconic redamancy made by tHE goddess emma, because no one could ever replicate that work of art that had me bawling my eyes out til i ran out of diggly dang tears ✊😤 but, i did try my best to keep it nice & organized !

meeting you was the highlight of my summer. i can't believe it's been 3 months? i remember reading your graphics book in the middle of july, thinking about how amazing your art was & how i could nEVER EVER compare to that skskks — while around me everything else was going on. i was not a happy person, i didn't think i was a lucky person. most nights i wouldn't be able to sleep because there was so much arguing and yelling going around, some nights i would stay up really late crying. but that all changed, because of you.

i would've never thought that this girl, who i stumbled upon and commented on her work, would eventually be one of the most important people in my life. and i thank you for that. i thank you for the countless nights i stayed up smiling, feeling thankful and feeling so blessed because this ray of sunshine came into my life and made it all better. it suddenly feels so good to wake up again, knowing that i'll be waking up to your cute spams & messages uwu !

we are so similar, and that makes me happy. it makes me happy to know that there is someone who feels what i feel, thinks what i think, and will respect all my thoughts and actions. and it makes me even happier that it's you. you have such a big impact on everyone, emma. i hope you know that you're such angel who should always be treated with respect and love. it makes me smile from ear to ear when i see you reach another follower milestone. you deserve it, you deserve so much more ! i believe i speak for everyone when i say that you have been so sweet and kind to all.

everyone has bad days, and good days. everyone makes bad friends, and good friends. no one is perfect. learning that was always so hard for me to accept, i wanted to believe that everyone i met and crossed paths with would be kind and sweet, but unfortunately it's not like that :( emma, i hope you know that when you have a bad day or need to vent, eVEN IF IT'S JUST A SMOL RANT, i'll always be here to listen to what you say ! :) i know that not all days are good days, but you deserve all the good days possible and i hope your good days outnumber the bad ones ! i've met so many people and have made so many friends on wattpad and it's scary to realize that they almost everyone i've became friends with has left me. it took some time to accept and understand that they were bad friends. that they were toxic. and as i realized that, i also realized how lucky i am to still have you, how lucky i am to wake up and see all your messages you left me. i feel so greatful and happy that you're my friend, emma.

when we text eachother, i get this feeling. it's hard to explain? but it's like this swarm of cute butterflies in my stomach and every single butterfly represents all the reasons on why i love you so much. i get so happy and so overwhelmed with excitement when we text, especially when you say the dorky and funny things that you say. whenever i read your messages, i always smile so wide, yet most of the time i don't even realize that i was smiling until the message is over— then i look in the mirror & i'm like oHMYGOD WHAT IS THAT (but then i realize that it's just the same ugly old me!) skskejhe

the day i dream of most, is the day of us meeting. i know we talk about it a lot, but i actually can't wait for the day i can meet up with you and hug you for the longest time as i cry over how you've changed me so much, and how you are so beautiful and so perfect and important to my life. i really do want to sit down with you under the stars as we share an ice cream cake and catch up on everything. i love you emma, and i definitely want you in my future. liKE SINCE I'M ONE HUNDO PERCENT I'M PSYCHIC MY PSYCHIC ASS CAN SEE US STROLLING AROUND IN THE LOUVRE AS WE TAKE PICTURES NEXT TO THE MONA LISA BUT THEN PHOTOSHOP HER FACE OUT AND REPLACE IT WITH YOURS BECAUSE YOU'RE LITERALLY WALKING ART AJSJEJEH literally we'll be those crazy couples who know very limited french trying to ask for some crepes and coffee at a coffee shop but accidentally order 62 chocolate croissants instead sSKAKAKKAKA emma! i promise to study super hard so i can save up for our honeymoon and our meet in nyc one day ;D ! <3 i promise it'll happen, one day. + wE MUST HAVE A WEDDING IN SEOUL AND I ACTUALLY REALLY WANT TO HONEYMOON IN MALDIVES AHAHEJHEV BUT SERIOUSLY AFTER OUR HONEYMOON IN MALDIVES AND FRANCE, WE CAN GO INVITE OUR BOYFRIENDS TO GO ON DOUBLE DATES WITH US ;) omg emma i'm taking everything too fast ajwjheje (me in a relationship) hAH JK NO ONE WOULD DATE ME (": danbooty = not what boys want sAJJWHEHS

nothing could ever top demmi ! i feel so happy that i have you in my life, seriously i love you so so much. i know i say it like 287273293190192387 times but i mEAN IT EVERYTIME I SAY IT AHHHH ! you're bEAUTIFUL you're sWEET you're aMAZING you're mY SOULMATE ;D ! <3 uwu i just want to reach through this screen and hUG YOUUUU 💓 like ??1?2 emma you're such a qUEEN ! + a boy magnet ;) like all the boys want the embooty and emma in their life, especially jack & jack jr. ;) gAHSHSHA JACK JR ESPECIALLY WANTS THE EMBOOTY OMG HELP ME WHATS WRONG WITH ME AKAKEJWWJEJHSSH. anyways, i lOVE YOU EMMABOO ILY ILY ILYSM <3 you're one in 7 billion ! i love how i can talk to you about anything and we automatically come up with like 69 inside jokes right after one conversation together? ajsjehehe no one could ever replace you, emma. demmi is important to me and always will be. let's hope for an amazing 2019 together and many more years after that ! hOPEFULLY ETERNITY (fINGERS CROSSED) your danipoo loves you and she always will, emmapoo !

" take my hands now, you are the cause of my euphoria. "

aHH EMMA I LITERALLY HAVE A FOLDER OF ALL THE CUTE THINGS YOU'VE EVER SENT ME AJWJJESHE 😤😔✊🤧💘 I READ IT WHENEVER I HAVE A BAD DAY SKSKEKEJE