Jonah's POV
I'm not gonna make this long. I'm Jonah Marais I'm 20 I'm in a band called "Why Don't We" with my four other best friends Corbyn Besson, Jack Avery, Daniel Seavy and Zach Herron. and um im gay. no one knows this not even the boys.
so my "girlfriend" wanted me to come over to talk to her. she needed to talk to me like I did to her... so we both were going to break up with each other anyway. I was fine because she was going to do it also, but she said " I did this because your gay... ew." I was starting to tear up. was it noticeable? I really hope not. If anyone finds out from the band they would all leave me. well back to the point. she started yelling things I couldn't remember and then she punched me multiple times. I was balling. my eyes hurt. then she told me to "get out" so I did. I walked home in the rain crying and hurting. I looked at my bruises they were huge and noticeable. And I got hit in the face. I cant see that though. I really hope no one from the band acts this way if they ever find out. if I ever loose Corbyn I will actually be broken... well more broken. I cant loose him. so I was at the house still crying my eyes out. I tried to wipe of my tears but I just kept crying and crying so I walked in. Zach there he looked upset when he looked at me. I ran upstairs him chasing me to help me. Zach said "Jonah please I need to help you" I just said "I'm fine. I'm fine I'm fine. I'm okay" he quickly said " no your not." Everyone knows how close me and Corbyn are. we are really protective over eachother. So I said "don't tell Corbyn" of course he already did I heard him talking Zach knock on his door. I heard Corbyn open the door. "I'm screwed" I said. I walked over to the bathroom. And said to myself "you don't deserve to live" I was still crying. I looked so bruised up. I heard Corbyn saying "WHAT" "IS HE OKAY" " IS HE HURT" so I quickly put on his hoodie he gave me so
I could cover a couple of the bruises up. I had a huge one on my face. Then I heard Corbyn knocking and yelling "JONAH OPEN UP" "ARE YOU OKAY" I didn't anwer I heard his soft voice say "jo please just open up. I need to see if your okay. just please open up" I waked over to the door opened up realizing there was tissues all over the floor from me... Corbyn looked liked he wanted to cry when he looked at my eyes. he looked hurt. he told me to take off the hoodie when I did he saw the bruises and saw me start crying hard. He pulled me in for a tight hug. he said "Jonah. what happend?" I told him everything but the I'm gay part. he looked like he was going to cry. I hugged him. I said "Corbs" quickly said "jo?" "Do you promise you will never tell anyone what I'm about to say" " I promise jo" "you won't leave me? He looked like he got offended "Jonah! I will never leave you!" "I'm.. gay." He looked at me at smiled then pulled me in for a tight hug. I felt safe. "Jonah." "Corbs?" "I will always be here for you no matter what. I hope you know that. I don't care if your gay or not. I wan.. need you to happy. I'm proud of you jo" I started to cry even harder. Corbs gave me his hoodie the pulled me in for a hug I sat on the bed "thank you Corbs. For legit everything" I know this is gonna sound weird but.. will you stay in here tonight for me?" I asked him. "Of course jo" he hugged me again then he fell asleep. I looked at him late down he woke up for a second then pulled in to snuggle with him. "thank you corbs. for everything"
