I was standing alone in a train station, in the darkness of the night. I didn't know what I was doing there and why I was there alone. I looked at the sky but It looked like a huge black hole and then I felt someone standing behind me. It was him. He had this evil smile on his lips that made me feel disgusted, next thing I remembered he was on top of me, he was choking me to death. I don't know how but my body kinda react to this and started to fight back. I was fighting for my life (which is very very rare) but then I heard the siren, the siren of a train. His evil smirk told me he heard it too and I knew exactly what he was going to do. Something inside me then just broke and I stopped fighting. My whole body got numb and that made his work much easier. The next this I remembered i was under the train.. It was slowly slicing my body.
The dream was supposed to be end here right? But it didn't. I could still see what's happening even after my death, it's more like my soul was seeing all this. The thing is after my death no one wanted to take my body. Police was knocking door to door of my relatives but they all refused to take my dead body. Not even my parents wanted to bury my body. I don't know why, maybe because they all thought it was a suicide.
Then suddenly one police officer pointed to a man whom I never saw before and said he forced her to kill herself and then suddenly I was in our Chittagong house, again alone. The whole building was empty and dark, too dark. I was feeling suffocated, panicked, scared. I didn't want to be there again. And there I was, alone, in the dark, standing to that place where this all started. I was desperate for help. So I called police. I don't know why I called police instead of calling other people. But yeah, I called them and two officers showed up, one of them was that pointed man. I told them everything, I still remember how desperate I sounded. But that man said some rude stuff and told me I had to deal with my shit on my own. Saying that they were about to leave when I begged them.. I begged them to stay for the night. Cause I knew If I stayed there alone I wouldn't make it out. And you know what they did.. They laugh. They laugh and left. Left me alone in that disgusted house.
I tried everything to distract myself but nothing worked I guess. Cause soon I found myself standing in front of a rail line, alone, in the darkness of the night. I looked at the sky and all I could see was a big fat dark hole. Everything was same except for two pair of shoes, lying on the ground violently. One was mine and other was his.
