Sometimes you don't understand what the present or the future has or had in store for you. Life takes you on journey's that you don't understand or hate or even love. When life does those things you start to take life one day at a time. Because if you don't live hard enough then you aren't living at all. I mean that's what I always read and that's what I want to live by. Not because of some social norm that says I have to but because I know that's how I should live. Notice I didn't say we I said I because not everyone thinks the same. Lately I have had trouble with a lot of friends because they don't know how to grow up, basically mature. They treat people like aliens but come back when something goes wrong. I dont want to surround myself with people like but i have no choice because I spend hours and hours with them on a regular basis because of theater. I feel like I am the only one who actually has my life together and knows what I'm doing. I sometimes call myself a prophet, JOKING!! I am not perfect and I am not going to sit here and say "and I don't wish to be perfect" bs. I would love to be the smartest person in the world but oh well I'm not. Enough of me going on and on about this because you will get the chance to read about it sometime, somewhere or probably in a different universe by a different me. I have the tendency of not finishing books (LOL). But, I will try because this seems pretty interesting. SO im just going to name the titles on how I feel and they might not have anything to do with the chapter.
