True Stories That Happened To Me

Just a little headstart/ Summery

A-weema-weh, a-weema-weh, a-weema-weh, a-weema-weh. I'm human... But I gone thro some weird and scary things. I'm only 13 if they are this bad now, imagine how bad they would be when I'm older. I scare myself and others. I worry people. " Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know witch one you gonna get." In the jungle, the mighty jungle. The sweet words inside my head. They ask what did your dad teach you. I respond How to leave my family. Oh I don't cry. I hold in the tears and wait till I'm home and cry by myself. I know I won't be who you want me to be. I wake up every morning not wanting to go to school. Knowing I won't be invited to any parties. I know my dad left for over 10 years. Do you miss him? No..But deep inside I want to say yes. The Loin Sings Tonight. Inside my head I sing. I'm not normal. But I wish I was. They say everything will be okay. But they aren't. I know the fact that my mom is stupied and selfish, I know my brothers are violent and abuseive, I know we are homeless, But the worst thing is that I know I can't do anything about it. Eeeeeeee, Umb umb away. Just go to sleep. I cant... The moon is the perfect compony. It sits and listen to what I say. The stars comfort me. In the jungle, the quiet jungle. I rock myself. Like a mom rocks her baby. For I have no one to hug when I'm sad. I have no one to come home to after school. In fact I have no home. I have no one to help me homework. I have no one to talk to. I have no dad to take to father and daughter dances. The loin sleeps tonight. I'm hungry. I'm thirsty. I'm lonely. My tummy hurts. I have a migraine. Near the village, the peaceful village, the loin sleeps tonight. Take some pills they say. They tell me not to do drugs. But they make me. Sure I have my happy pills. But no matter what I will always be empty. Near the village, the quiet village,, the loin sleeps tonight. Every school has a book of name calling. Furry, Geek, Nerd..... Hush my darling, don't fear my darling. I feel sick. Why cant I die. WHY!!!. Just End it! The voices won't leave me alone. WHY!! Hush my darling, don't fear my darling. I'm scared. Someone save me. I want to be free. The loin sleeps tonight.