that's why i hate handsome gays.

What if the man that you truly love is just like you? Would you cry and just forgive him? Or would you laugh and wish that you can kill him?

Prologue:

tall..

Dark...

Perfect set of white teeth..

Wavy hair..

Chinky eyes..

Dark and long eye lashes..

And devilishly handsome....

Thats the best way to describe milky angelo salcedar. My one and only bestfriend. And my secret love since 1st grade. Milky and I were besrfriends since grade 1. Were super close to each other kahit ngayong fourth year highschool na kami. Matagal na akong may lihim na pagtingin sa bestfriend kong ito. We were so close that the people thought magjowa kami, sabay kumakain, sabay umuuwi, at palaging kasama ang isat isa. Sabi pa nga ng iba na bagay na bagay daw kami, which makes me so flattered to my inner bones. Well, araw araw kong iniisip noon na kung magiging kami, napakaswerte niya siguro sa akin, kasi maliban sa maganda na ako, matalino pa, oh, san kapa makakahanap ng babae, na katulad ko? But when he told me his biggest secret, my world stopped turning, and my whole system malfunctioned. Ang hirap tanggapin.

Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang pangyayaring yun sa buhay ko, sapagkat dahil dun para akong naging byuda na namatayan ng asawa, para akong runner na naputulan ng paa, basketball player na walang bola, at swimmer na naging sirena. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiiyak, basta ang alam ko nung mga oras nayun gusto kong maging invisible at maglaho sa harapan niya.

Ganito kasi yung nangyari.....