looking back at her life past. She found herself lost in yet another wild imagination. One which would make her seem as if she was yet again trapped inside herself while the world around her kept on revolving. Selena was not your average 16 year old girl one which had not found many friends but found herself nestled in the pages of books which give the heart of the comfort she longed for, as she turned each page she felt the love that she needed wanted and in our innermost being desired a gentle hug which came from every line that she read as the words are wrapped around her a gentle kiss...
Selena unlike most girls at that age who had crossed over from that pubescence stage into pre womanhood have not even seen the light of that day and to the opposite sex was seen as a piece of glass transparent as if she was not there this had become her life one in which she had learnt to accept. Today was like any other day walking into her classroom expecting a hello or HI or how was your day never receiving any. She sat by the window where to trees flickered over the air and gives us a hypnotic sound to those who longed for a way of escape.
She slowly walked to her seat Resting her bag slowly on the table awaiting her first session her mind and body was drawn into the sound of the wind in the trees that's comforting sound finally she sat down already halfway there into her mind.
She became a victim. To her imagination, lost in her fantasies, her realities cease to be no more , in this world she was creator she altered her destiny changed the course of life her way of living became her . Her mind slowly wonder to a time where she had all of her assets and was desired by all the sexes with both male and female alike.
Staying at a seat in her classroom she found herself lost to self she imagined myself the perfect woman the perfect girl the perfect teenager everyone wanted she imagined herself with long dark curly hair once so black and so beautiful that's when the sunlight kisses it it lights up an entire room she imagined herself what is a pretty as the star lights that grab the glear of everyone know who dear stare at it.
She saw herself with beautiful curves but anyhow and would have wanted to caress and grab softly she imagined her skin smooth and silky soft to the touch. His skin had a beautiful shade of caramel. Her mind ponder on this image it became a daily ritual for her.
It is said that the mind will be most powerful tool one would ever have one which can change the world just by the simple thoughts of the mind molded by ones imagination I guess her mind was unique for her thoughts of which she told no one soon became a reality when one summer everything of which she hoped and wanted and long for blossomed from her imagination into a physical reality. 17 years old now Selena had gained everything to which she set her mind on and like every teenager found herself lost with her new toy spending hours ensuring that she was perfect.
Walking through the school doors for the new semester every eye turned.
Who is she one person in a distance shouted wow she is so beautiful but I still there looking at this beautiful transformation that would have occurred like when caterpillars turn into butterflies.
But this has no comparison but still she sat in the corner her mind lost once again. Many persons came around her for a beauty drew them near like moth to a fire. Many of them Sat only because of her beauty but as time went by slowly drifted away.
One day I took the opportunity to approach her not for what I saw but for what I hoped to discover.
For I knew from the look in her eyes how long before beauty over to her that she beheld a rear gift the gift to see through pages and lines. And let's one for mind become involved with it hits beauty.
For that was her one true beauty and the time has come to see what she saw and feel what she felt slowly I walked towards her how are you with a vage expression on her face before the words come out of her mouth. You lost I said to her hoping to have a chance to have a glimpse behind the curtain for a while we exchanged words as the days went by numbers. One day as we sat together during our recession I asked her where do you go when your eyes are lost through the trees where the window will you sit and with an almost pleasurable smirk on her face she turned to me and said nowhere pressing on I insisted to know she looked at me and began to reveal her deepest no more secrets. Before I tell you she said you must promise me that's my thoughts will never be revealed to another soul in a soft smooth on most angelical voice she said to me Saturday meet me at my place if you wish to know what goes through my mind the day quickly approached and I found myself out of curiosity at her home we exchanged greetings for awhile spoke about other stuff and once again I asked her what goes through your mind when you are lost looking through the window at the trees she got up slowly walked away for a while I thought my questions caused her to become angry she had a wore in beautiful dress that hugged her body and her hair flowed down her back the weave mimicked that of the ocean and when she came near her smell reminded me of a fresh sea breeze in the morning blowin up on me. her hips swung left to right and as her body moved my eyes followed its motion until it led me to her upper regions steering closely I saw that they were not held by anything but suspended themselves perfectly.
When she sat next to me I look to confirm what I thought my facial expression was visible but unknowingly to me she knew what I was looking at and held a smile on her face as if she was pleased.
So are you ready to know what I think of every day yes I responded she began to tell me a teal one of which she called the fantasy as she begun
I felt as if our minds merged together and I was inside of her thoughts then she began
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