Bonny Eloise

Sweeter & Dearer 1

Thank you for opening this. This is my second book my first one Edward was unappealing to me so I deleted it. I will not delete this book it is semi journal and story.
Do enjoy 😊

"I love you both so dearly, so dear and sweet to my heart, never ceasing is my love. You could cast all hatred at me and all unacceptance toward me but my love for ye shall never end. I pray that the Christ, our most holy Saviour opens your eyes that you may see the beauty of me, the beauty that He created. I am not dirty, I am not wrong, nay but I am righteous, holy, and doth seek the never-ending face of God."-----

----RICHARD----

'BEEP..BEEP..BEEP..BEEP..BEEP' "Oh God," I yawned. my 5:00 A.M. alarm was going off on Sunday morning. I had thought that I turned it off the previous night before but apparently, I turned off the 6:00 A.M. one.

"Christ, fuck me. I never get a break." The alarm spooked me enough that sleep was no more an option, I didn't want to get out of bed I wanted sleep and rest, I apparently couldn't have either. I have not been able to sleep for the last week, between my parent's trying to cure me and my brother condemning me, I had too much on my plate to sleep. I was outed to my immediate family by a friend or at least I thought that she was a friend, I was proved to be incredibly wrong.

It was Monday the first day of the week. A boy I had seen there me and him started talking but little did I know that he would ruin me. We had texted for about a week and decided to meet and 'hook up' I didn't love him nor did I want a relationship I wanted to have fun. His name was Brodey a well built dark haired boy, very handsome. He was about 5'9.
I'm small in my waist but I'm said to have a nice ass. My hair is dark brown and I have green eyes. I'm about 5'4 tall.

After school, I drove to his house his parents were gone for the week on a business trip. I parked and entered his house, a two-story federal style home. He met me at the front door and welcomed me in, after the door closed he kissed me deeply. He then proceeded to lead me upstairs to his room where my clothes immediately hit the floor as did his. We made out passionately for about 5 minutes before I took his pride into my mouth. I bobbed my head up and down on his meat swirling my tongue around the head for five or so minutes. He tapped my cheek and whispered into my ear for me to turn around. I heard a small tear and then felt a cold liquid messaged into my hole. He then positioned his dick and slowly thrust the head into me, I gasped in the shock of pain. He then without warning quickly entered me, the pain was near unbearable. After about 10 minutes or so of intercourse, he came inside me. I showered and left. I never saw him again nor did I want too.

About a week later my phone was blowing up, my friend Marie was the one texting me.

'13 missed calls from Marie'
'Richard'
'Hey Ricard'
'Call me'
'Richard pls pick up I'm dying... I'm dead'
'Are you gay'

I was caught off guard by the last message and my heart started beating fast. I immediately texted her back.

'What?'

'Are you gay?'

'Why'

'I'll send them to u'

After a minute I received three attachments from her. It was pictures of me... Naked. A picture of me giving head, and one of me laying on my belly showing my ass with cum on it. After seeing the pictures I became sick to my stomach, that guy I hooked up with had violated my privacy by taking those pictures and violated me again by sending them to other people.

'My boyfriend txt me these of you. I accidentally sent them to your mom srry--- I'll ttyl😈😈'

My heart stopped, I was pissed and scared at the same time. My heart wasn't beating and I was shocked by her actions. I felt violated, betrayed, sick, angry, scared all at the same time. And the only thing I could do was cry. The fun I wanted and had lead to this, it was my own fault that this happened I shouldn't have been so reckless. It was all my fault. Why would my friend do this to me? Was she even aware of what she was doing?.

I received a call from my mom....