So I'll ignore you and pretend that I don's care. I'll delete your number and all the pictures I have of you. I'll re read over old messages and remember what I felt when I read them the first time. I'll stay awake at night thinking of all the things I didn't do that I should of. I will see you in the hallway at school and fake a smile so you don't see how hurt I am. I will pretend that I am okay even though I'm not. I will try to stay positive on the days where all I have are negative thoughts. I will regret not telling you how much you mean to me each day. I will see see you with another girl, someday and think wow she is so lucky and I will smile because that's all I can do. I love you, and I think that I always will, you mean so much to me and it kills me that I cant call you mine anymore. It kills me that I cannot talk to you anymore without it being awkward and it kills me that I didn't show you how much I loved you, so I lost you for good. Goodbye my best friend.
