chapter one

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by onejanosummer

by onejanosummer

Jai's POV

I awoke this morning to find a note next to me. I didn't think much of it, all I cared about was why the girl if my dreams (well I thought she was anyways) wasn't there. "Maybe this note's from her." I spoke my thoughts. I hesitantly picked up the piece of notebook paper, and started reading.

I didn't understand why she had left. What had I done wrong? I know that I'm not perfect, but then again, who the hell is?! I felt the tears start to form in my eyes. All these different scenarios ran through my mind as to why she left. I skipped tour rehersal and just sat here, thinking about what I did for this to happen to me. She was my world, I was honestly was nothing without her. I didn't know what I was going to do now.

I realised if I keep thinking about this I'm never going to get over her. Bianca. Her name put butterflies in my stomach. But now, she's not mine anymore.

I decided to check my phone since I haven't been on it all day and it was already 4:16pm. 13 Missed Calls the screen read. Fuck. Of course, they were all from the boys. I had forgotten to tell them that I couldn't come to rehersal today. But I guess if they cared enough they would have came to check on me. It seem's like no one even cares about me anymore.

Beau on the phone:

Beau: Jai! Oh my god you're fucking alive! You dirty bastard why didn't you answer any of our calls or show up to rehersal?

Me: Sorry I uh.. I wasn't feeling well..

Beau: Oh okay, well if you need something like medicine or soup or some shit, just tell me and we'll pick it up for you on our way home, but it won't be for a while.

Me: No no, it's fine.

Beau: Well I've got to get back to work so feel better

Me: Right, um thanks. Bye.

Well, it wasn't a complete lie. I really wasn't feeling well. I had a horrible feeling in my stomach and a brokenheart. I still don't understand why she did this to me..

Well, this is the end of chapter one! I honestly am the worst writter but I've had the words 'Dear Jai' stuck in my head for the longest time, so I decided to write a Janoskian's fanfiction. So I hope you like it so far. Tell your friends about my fanfiction and comment what you think is going to happen next!

Oh and by the way, I'm probably going to update at least once a week so be prepared!