The Roommates (Louis Tomlinson.)

6 months

*6 months later*

'And the winner for the newest music face is.. Sam Smith.' I announce, clapping along with the crowd. About 4 months ago, I have gotten to a certain fame to where I'm

now on the telly, hosting awards and doing commercials. I'm pretty proud of myself and my accomplishments. I'm going to Africa in a week to help build a school over in Ghana. I know how much it will mean to the kids for an education and I'm ecstatic to be helping them.

Me and Louis still haven't talked since the whole break up and turns out he hasn't found anyone yet and neither have I. Harry and me still love together. And actually, Kelsey moved in with us. Her and Harry have been going through the roof with their love for each other and the sounds at night don't really help. I haven't seen Louis in almost 7 months and I managed to see every other boy but him. Me, Liam and Niall now hang out more. Zayn and Perrie are too busy with each other so I don't see Zayn very often and Harry and me are like siblings.

Even though me and Louis are in the same building, I still haven't seen him yet. And I probably won't since I will be backstage when he goes up with his band to get his award. I will probably be watching from backstage anyways. Just to get a glimpse of him. I miss him. Still I do. I haven't really figured out my whole plan on how I'm trying to win him back but I'm getting somewhere. Even though I'm leaving to Africa in 5 days and I will be gone for a few weeks. I'm not sure how much longer I can take being away from Louis. Sometimes I still sob whenever I think of him.

I didn't get anymore tattoos though. Just the rose and the lock. I'm not sure if Louis knows about the lock or can see the print to know what it means but I hope he has. I'm sure he knows that I got it after we broke up. And the rose just looks sick.

As Sam stepped on stage, we exchanged hugs before giving him, his award. He gives a grand smile before speaking 'Thank you guys so much. This is for all my fans. Thank you.' And that was pretty much all he said before he skipped back to his seat. I laughed and continued hosting the awards until it was my time to give the mic to someone else.

I walked backstage, immediately taking off the heels that I was previously wearing and throwing them aside. From out of no where, I hear the obnoxious voice of Niall behind me. I turn just as he attacked me in a hug, throwing me off guard.

'Whoa Ni, hey.' I laughed, returning the hug.

'You did an amazing job. You should do that more often' he chuckled.

'Are you kidding? I was horrid.' I laughed harder at his comment before Liam came up to me. We all talked about their award before I was pulled away by a stage director. She had told me that I was finished for the night and I was silently grateful. I was tired of talking. It was too much. I headed over to a table with water bottles, picking up one and taking a long sip from it.

I have actually seen Jenna. She's creeping more and more into my life. Especially since Louis left. God, didn't the fans just went mad. Once it went out, all hell broke loose. A lot of people were baking cakes, celebrating that we were finally over and others were crushed by the news. I actually got a soggy cake in the mail that was thanking me for leaving Louis. It hurt a lot and that was one of the times I cried really hard.

I saw the boys skip past me with smile on their faces and I swore I saw Louis. He looked like his normal happy self. I guess he's doing great. I hope he is. Harry gives me the secrets of Louis. Cause Harry knows of my plan to win Louis back and he's all in for it. He wants to help too really. But I told him, if I wanted to win Lou back than I'm going to have to do it on my own. It might take awhile but I'm definitely doing it right when I get back from Africa. The other boys know about it also.