loving luke [muke] 🚫

☆ nine ☆

yikes sorry i didn't publish like, at all this month :/

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luke sat in his parent's house, being lectured for the fourth time since he moved back in. he was kinda tired of it, but this was his last resort. he didn't have anywhere else to stay.

'luke, we told you he wasn't good for you. this is your fault. you stayed with a man who was not for you. if you had just listened to us..' luke's mother trailed off and his father started up.

'what we are saying is that, this has nothing to do with xavier anymore. what he did to you in the past is done. it's time to man up. maybe settle down with a girl this time - we totally support your decision, though' luke internally groaned. he has heard this all before. he just wanted to curl up in a ball and sleep.

'i understand.' his parents smiled and his mum ruffled his hair.

'i'm, uh, i'm going to go for a quick drive. i'll be back later.' luke rushed out of the room and grabbed his keys, making his way to his car. he felt like crap, mostly because everyone he knew was telling him he was making so many mistakes.

resting his head on his steering wheel, he let a few frustrated tears slip from his eyes as he felt the world crumbling on him. he hated this, why couldn't he just be straight? wouldn't that have been easier?

his phone beeped and he groaned, picking it up and looking at it through tired eyes. he saw michael's name pop up and he put his phone down. he couldn't do that. he was moving way too quick with the younger boy, and already he felt like he could trust michael with anything and everything.

he hadn't taken all that long of time to get to know xavier either. he figured that maybe if he took things slow with michael that maybe they wouldn't end up like he had with xavier. luke's phone beeped again.

michael: hey, are you okay? you can talk to me.

luke let his lips curl into a smile at the boy. he wiped tears from his eyes and picked up his phone, quickly text back.

luke: just dealing with my family. nothing you should worry about.

he put his phone down as he started his car, not really planning on going to any specific place. his phone beeped.

michael: c'mon now, you know i'm gonna worry

luke smiled at the boy; he really was the sweetest.

luke: we can talk on monday i guess. i'm getting ready to drive though

michael: or, ya know, we could talk now before you drive away and try to ignore your problems?

luke: hey, that's no way to talk to your teacher!

michael: but it's how i talk to someone i like

luke halted and smiled really wide, biting his lip to try and not look like a maniac. he texted back before driving.

luke: 2 weeks, michael.