Mixed Signals

As the days go bye I wonder nd tell my self why was I made like this why me why am I suffering from this why did he choose me to be deaf nd because of that my mom hates me she beats my daddy was the only one who loved me every night he would tell me in sign language all I every wanted was for her to love me but she didn't she hated me for some thing I didn't choose to have.

But one day I kno some one is going to love me and except me just like my ex before he dumped me for some big booty hoe but however I can feel it I know some one is going to love me even though I am deaf.

But until then I am gonna keep doing wht I been doing working and hanging with my bestfran April she been there for me she even learned sign language for me I wouldn't trade her for the world we been through soo much together it's crazy.

I am independent I live with April's crazy butt we live in Atlanta in a 3 bedroom apartment it's not the biggest thing but it's good enough for us I never been that picky besides with food but it is affordable for the both of us so I can't complain were not in the ghetto but were not with the fancy white people we work at true religion and footlooker the pay is great and I still have money to support my shopping habbit.

I was knocked out of my trance by feeling some one tapping me, I look up nd see a fine boy with some plump lips and curls ohh my goshh he was saying something but I couldn't understand him I stared at his lips trying to figure it out but I couldn't I am so happy april came to my rescue

heyy how may I help you sir, april asked the fine boy

umm well you cant I just wanted her name and number she is beautiful, the fine boy said to april

April signed to me he wants your number he thinks your beautiful

Then he turned to me and said so may I have your number

I nodded my head yes and he handed me his phone I saved my number under "shy cutie"

Right then he just grabbed me nd hugged me nd said something but I couldn't hear him

April signed he said you will be mine

How can he say that and he doesn't know anything bout me.................................