celebration.

Part title

It was 2:50pm, i made my way to the front office to collect my timetable, this morning's incident went through my mind, i rolled my eyes in annoyance.

Knocking on the office door for the second time hoping someone would buzz me in.

'On my way Paris hold on' muffled Mrs Reeds.

i huffed, patiently tapping my feet on the floor and quitely clicking my fingers together. I smiled to myself thinking about the time me and CJ would make beats and silly songs by just clicking and tapping.

I shook my head to get rid of the memories, memories of him.

'Come in and take your timetable dear' I walked into the office and thanked her whiles making my way out of school since it 3:05pm. school ended 5 minutes ago.

I looked around the road attempting to find my dad's matte black Mercedes. Taking out my phone to message my father and ask where he was, i heard two horns.
Picking my head up from my phone to follow the sound of the horns my head finally met the car.

Finally.

I slammed the door of the car as i sighed and took my handbag off my shoulder placing it in the back seat .

'Guessing school didn't go well then princess' Asked my dad.

i turned my head to face him ready to tell him what a day i had.

'you won't believe how sh-'
i stopped myself from swearing
'you won't believe how crap that school is, it took a whole me to shout at people for them to move out of my way, God dad, to even make it worse they forgot to print out my time table, i spent my whole day in the blooming libraryyyyyy' I dragged my words as i explained to him .

He chuckled and asked if that was it, i sighed for the billionth time today and replied yes .

He opened his mouth to speak but i hurriedly got out of car making sure to slam the shit out of it .
I couldn't be asked for him to tell me about how tomorrow will be a better day and for him to tell him that it would take my mind of my past, if only he knew.

CJ, i thought. I screamed into the pillow in the bedroom for even remembering him.

'Darling are you OK in there' questioned my mother with worry draining in her voice.
'yes mum,im good, thanks tho' i replied back, smiling at the door asif she was right there.

'well we got a neighbour to greet so get dressed Paris and be down in 30 mins'
i hummed in response.

Grunting as i stood up and made my way to the shower in the bedroom, i set the temperature before stripping out of school clothes, tying my hair back i jumped into the shower.

I sighed in relief as the water hit me, i stood there for while before tears worked themselves down my cheeks.

'Fuck my life, CJ you promised to never leave me' i screamed in the shower. after a while of crying i decided to get out.

Rubbing coca butter cream into my skin a knock was made at my door. 'One sec mum, I'm nearly dressed'
i didn't hear anything so i suspected that she left already.

i threw on a white vest with no bra on since we was going two blocks down the road. i slid into skinny acid washed blue jeans. sliding into my white puma socks with matching white puma sliders.