REVENGE: Taehyung

twenty-eight | slowly

His hands travel in the pocket of my jacket and intertwines our fingers. For the first time after four years I felt his hand in mine.

Taehyung and I went seperate ways, I reached home with a silly smile on my face.

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I was alone at my apartment, I was going to start packing my things. The doorbell rings, I paved my way through the card boxes.

I open the door,"Good morning." He says. I looked like a complete mess, my hair is all messed up and my breath certainly wasn't ready to put out any words.

"Good morning." I let my smile cover up the fact I looked like a homeless person.

"Am I too early?" He asks innocently.

"No, come in." I opened the door wider, I head straight to the bathroom.

I immediately brush my teeth as quick as I can. "Are you starting to pack your things for Korea?" His voice echoes in the apartment.

"Yeah." I rush out of the bathroom.

"I'm sorry about the mess." I say as I gesture to the wrapped chinaware and cardboard boxes.

He just lightly laughs at me,"What?"

"You have toothpaste at the side of your mouth."

I turn away and wipe my mouth,"What are we starting with today?" He puts his hands at the sides of his hips.

"What do you mean?" I ask while he removes his jacket.

"I'm helping. I have nothing really planned today." He faces me with his small smile.

"We could start with the living room and a bit of the kitchen." He walks over to the shelves and starts clearing up.

I just watch him work, his eyes met mine. "What are you doing? Do work too." He says as he crosses his arms and raises an eyebrow at me.

I start wrapping the cups with news paper. He sighs and shakes his head, he continues doing the shelves.

"Taehyung-ah."

"Mhm.." He answers while wrapping the vases.

"You never answered my question. What are you doing here in Netherlands?"

"If I'm being honest." He takes a deep breath,"I was looking for you." He looks up at me.

"Why? How long have you been here?" I ask.

"I've been here for 3 weeks."

"I don't know really why. Even after the pain you've cost me. You left a big mark on me."

His gaze was different, I can't explain how he had looked at me but it felt different.

"Let's continue to wrap this up. We are wasting valuable time here." He continues with his movements, it takes me a second to get back to reality.

Guilt still blossomed in me, all these years I couldn't seem to let it go. The pain and thoughts that was trapped in me. I wish I was stronger than this, but... I'm not.

We cleared up most of the living room and a bit of the kitchen. "Let's take a break." I say as I lay my head on the couch.

I feel the couch move as he sits next to me. I sat up, he slowly grabs my face.