BLISS || An ASAP Rocky story||

10

Isis

Looking me in the eyes, Rakim began to turn the computer to him. The song that I was listening to before, Fish, went off and Rakim turned to the song NAME by Tory Lanez.

"What you know about about Chixtape 4?" Rakim asked while smirking looking at the laptop.

"Nothing." I said while fidgeting with my fingers.

It was a nervous tendency that i got from my mother when she'd lie about something. Inhabiting something from my mother wasn't something i was too pleased to be happy about.

Rakim watched me as he began to play with the soundboard that controls the sound for the producers.

"You sing?" He said as he clicked a green button that had Start written on it.

I nodded my head and he lead me inside the sound booth. "Do you know the song "When the Party's Over" by Billie Eilish?" He questioned.

"Yeah."

"Well get to it." He said while smiling. He exited the booth and closed the door.

"Can you turn the lights out?" I said into the microphone. The lights went off and it was my time to shine.

I began to sing. Thinking of all the bad things that I've been through in my life. The tragedies. Heartbreaks. The times when i wished i knew my father and the times i wish my mother knew me. The lyrics of the song consumed me and i felt like why i had to be here.

Living.

Tears rushed out of my eyes and i belted out the beautifully written lyrics. My body shivered at the thoughts of past brutal thoughts of Sean.

That man is the cause of my pain. One day, when i make it out, ill kill him.

As the song came to a close, i wiped my tears and took the headphones off. I opened the soundproof doors of the booth and stepped out.

I looked up to see all the boys standing there clapping with an extra guy, but, Rocky was no where in sight.

"That was amazing, Yo!" The unknown boy said as he walked up to me and hugged me without my consent.

"My name is Jasper. Im best friends with Tyler. You have a beautiful voice." Jasper said as he began to clap again.

"Word! You should get on my next album. I could really use you." Frank said while dapping me up. I stood there and looked around the room as i seen the rest of the boys nodding their heads, agreeing.

"Where's Rocky?" I questioned. "He had to to go get something. He'll be back. I think he went to cry. Fucking faggot" Tyler said as laughing obnoxiously.

I chucked and sat on the couch that was in the studio. I watched as the boys and even Jasper make beats and make up silly raps for a good three hours.

Rocky's disappearance had puzzled me as i walked out the studio and went to the room that u was sleep in. I wanted to find my phone.

I made my way up the stairs and to the room. I walked into the room and saw that it was empty. No bed. No iv machine. Not even the couch that Rocky was sitting in.

Nothing.

I looked around and tried to figure out where might be the phone at. I spotted a closet door that was in the room that i had never noticed before.

I opened to door and entered to see a walk in closet filled with designer and no brand clothing.

It was like i walked in a new room.

I walked around and marveled at the clothes. I opened drawers to see watches, socks, and underwear. I picked up the underwear and seen that they all were my size. I began to walk around the room some more. I walked up the stairs and touched every clothing there.

I walked to a corner that had a drawer that was bigger than the rest. Inside was a hamper that had worn women clothing.

I looked to the side of the hamper and saw a old bloody and dirt covered dress that reeked. I dropped the dress and closed the drawer as quickly as i could.

"Did he have a girlfriend and Did he kill her?"  I thought as I walked backwards out the door. At a glance, i saw i flash come from in the room and then go out quickly. I turned  the light off and kept walking backwards.

"Did like you like it in there?" I felt someone behind me say.

I jumped and screamed as the person grabbed me from behind and held me. I began to panic and throw punches and swings as i began to cry.

I didn't want to get kidnaped again.

"Shhh..! It's me! Rakim!" I heard them say. I stopped screaming and turned around while being in his arms.

He let go and busted out laughing. My cheeks flashed with embarrassment and fear as i watched him laugh at me. Did he see me pick up the dress?

"Your face was funny asf!" Rakim chuckled after finally calming down. He rubbed his stomach and headed to the bathroom and into a closet that was attached to it. I never knew that was there.

"Why is the room empty?" I asked him as he began to look through a rack of clothes picking out a suit.

"Because," he started "I'm giving you this room and I'm going to take one of the spare rooms that is in the basement. Although the view in this room out the window is beautiful, if you're going to be here, you can have this room. Also, that closet in there is for you. Im assuming all that stuff fit you. Its beautiful right?" He said looking at me with a smile that showed his nice teeth.

Why was he giving me a room that was his and a closet that belonged to someone else? I didn't want him to know that i knew about the bloody clothes.

"Yes and thank you, Rocky." I said crossing my arms over my body. Why does he care if I'm comfortable?

"We have an extra king sized bed set in the basement. Imma ask the boys to help me bring it up here and you set up. And I'm gonna keep my clothes in here just in case." He said.

"In case what?" I questioned. He simply smirked and left out the door of his closet.

"Get settled in and don't do anything stupid. We have 24/7 cameras in this house. That includes the closets but not the rooms. We had to take them out after we seen tyler dancing naked." He laughed.

"You're going to love it here."