Suicide? Read this. Imagine

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Suicide? First read this.

Just imagine.

You have been struggling with depression for over a year, you have been thinking about suicide for a couple months now, your parents are always getting mad at you like school wasn't enough. You go and get the knife or the rope. You know your ready to go. Nobody is home, it's the perfect time. Nobody will know... Until tomorrow.

You get a piece of paper and a pen. You wrote a note to your parents. It read.

"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore please don't blame yourselves. I love you both and tell my sister the same. I'll see you soon"

Love [Your Name Here]

You say sorry to your best friend because you know you won't be there for him/her. You say sorry to everybody you could think of. Your sorry for not being strong enough, your sorry about putting pain threw there lives. You stare at the letter carefully. You know it's time for you to go. You look around the room. You take the knife and slice your wrists multiple times, you start to feel numb... the room goes silent.

You're gone. You're dead. There is no coming back. Everything is over. Your finally happy but think about everybody else. What are your parents going to think? What about your brother or sister? What are they going to do? You ended your life.

You're parents are home. They yell your name telling you they are home. You don't answer they get worried. They come upstairs thinking you are sleeping or in the shower. Your mom opens your bedroom door and screams. She instantly starts crying. Your siblings then come up. He/she screams "DAD HELP!" They run over and starts pulling and shaking you. "WAKE UP, PLEASE WAKE UP!" But you don't answer. It's too late. You're gone. You're dead. There's no coming back. They see the letter on your bedside table. They both pick it up shaking and crying.

3 weeks have passed. Your mom is in Great Depression and refuses to eat or get out of bed she is getting very sick. Your sibling(s) still haven't returned to school. Your dad is forced to go to work to pay bills for your wake and funeral. They haven't opened the door to your room ever since. The rope and the note is still there. You're school is still in shock. The person that called you fat the other day, yeah they cut everyday now because they thinks it's there fault. The teacher that was always hard on you, she quit her job because she thinks it's her fault. And everyone blames themselves. Your siblings, there in depression therapy now, they can't get you out of there heads.

4 years later.

Your sibling tried to commit suicide because she wants to see you Again.

Your family still wonders why you did it. Everyone thought you were happy. Your room will never be used again. Your mom cries every single night. You're dad isn't as strong as he was. Your sibling(s) will never have you by there side every again.

You're life was so precious and you took it away in the blink of an eye. All you need was a smile. But since your gone, just know people care. You're town will never be the same, a special person who everyone cared about is now gone.

Please don't do it. I love you and I care.