My "Simple" Life.

Chapter 16

Jennifer's point of view

My phone rang,

I looked at the screen. It said I got a text from Marc,I opened it and it said:

'Listen,I didn't mean acting like that. It just that I don't want or need any baby right now,it's too hard for me. I think it's better for both of us to just stay friends at the moment.'

-shit.what an asshole. I thought we were happy together. I have no idea what to do.

I think it's better for me to just go to bed now and tomorrow morning I'll think about what to do,I just hope someone would understand...

I got back home and went to sleep.

Oh god.im so glad it's Saturday today,that means no work!

I called Leah to see if she wants to go out on a brunch or just hanging out today.

'Hi Leah,how are you?

-I'm good Jen,something's wrong? I can hear it in your voice baby...

'Ill be fine I just need to see you.

-Jen you are starting to worrying me. I'm coming as fast as I can.

After no more than 7 minutes someone knocked the door,it was Leah.

-hey bitch what's wrong? Tell me everything,you know I'm here for you..

'Leah,I decided to tell Marc that I'm pregnant the other day,at the night of the party I made for him and he just started pull away from me and started screaming at me for no reason.

I though that he was just in shock because all of the past things that had happened so i didn't call him or anything,I just went home. But yesterday,I felt something was off with him after he didn't pick up the kids so I came over to him and just as I was standing in front of his door I see that slut going out of his house! Can you believe it?!'

Leah's moth was wide open and her eyes winded.

'And he let the kids in and almost close the door on my fucking face! If I wasn't stopped him my face would've probable crushed or something...

He ignored me the whole night until the babies went upstairs to sleep and then I just slapped at him and started screaming.. I left right after that and when I was on my way to my car he sent me a text.'

I showed he the text and I could see tears in her eyes.

'Seriously Leah,who would've done something that cruel?! I mean,just LOOK at me! I look devastating,I can't eat,I can't drink,I can't be happy. And I'm fucking pregnant in an addition to this whole crappy situation!'

Then Leah finally started talking,

-Jen listen,first of all he's a total jerk! He should be so glad that you got pregnant so fucking easily comparing to the last time,with the twins.

I still remember how sad he was every Time that it didn't work out.

Second of all,I know in 100% that you are not in a condition to start a whole pregnancy on your own.

And before you're gonna say something, I know you're have your whole family to help you out and even me but you just can't. I know you...

I nodded slowly with tears In my eyes,I knew what she was gonna say.

-so I'm just asking you to the math.

Baby trust me I know it's hard but I think it's best for us all that you're gonna do an abortion.

I knew that was about to come.

But the thing is that I'm not emotionally ready for that,

I know it's the logical thing to do but if I wasn't in this place I would've never thought I would do an abortion in my life!

'But Leah,I don't even know how to do it. You gotta help me find a doctor ok? Plus,I really don't want the media to know about that,I trust you more than anyone so you're gonna have to help me keep it as a secret.

Fuck I'm so nervous.

-aww Jen don't worry you have me by your side ok?

Yeah I know baby. Thank you so much. You have no idea how thankful I am to have you as my friend.

But I'm nervous so damn much!!!

I started tearing up.

-oh god JEN your hormones are going crazy or you're really are THAT nervous?

Well anyway,DONT BE!

You know why?

Well...

Because we are going to find you a doctor right now so you will be done with that sick story within only a few days ok babe?

I nodded.

I brought my laptop and we started searching on the internet,

Ohhh Leah look at this one,he seems nice and gentle!

-ohh,I don't know... He seems straight and remember we have to be 100% sure that he won't tell it to the media....

Yeah,you're probably right..

-hey Jen,what about this one? He seems reliable so that's good. Plus,I'm pretty sure he's gay.

She winked at me

'You know what? He he is. Ok let's contact him through email baby

I clicked on his website and it says:

Harry connick JR clinic,

specialized with abortions and gynecology treatments.

'He seems so cute' I thought to myself...

To be continued...