LANA POV,
I can't believe this is happening. I feel so devastated. I feel incomplete.
I poured whiskey on my glass, I'm crying in front of my window, telling myself "what did I do wrong to suffer this kind of pain." I'm crying all night, hugging my pillow wishing he was here beside me. Ang daming kong tanong sa isipan ko na hindi ko alam kung saan ako kukuha ng kasagutan.
Monday morning, Ian is in my sala.
"Lana, let's go we're running out of time."
"Wait for a second, I'll be there in 1"
"What happened to your eyes?"
She's emotional "I just reminiscing the past."
"Here you are again, hurting yourself. Stop thinking about the past Lana! You've made the right decision, respect who you are. "
"I know, I just can't forget the pain, I just can't," she uttered
It's fucking 2019! YOU SHOULD MOVE ON LANA ANDREA CUEGAS!" He said it out loud without hesitation
"I'M ALREADY MOVED ON." She shouted
"Oh really? Your action seems different from what you're saying." He said sarcastically
"WHATEVER YOU SAY. let's go, who will meet ba?" She's trying to segway the conversation about the past
"Just a friend of mine, so you can finally move on." Ian laughed
"CHRISTIAN MARTIN PUNZALAN! Stop! I'm not interested." Lana is angry
"Just try to open your heart again you're 28 years old. Unless you want to be a nun?" Ian teased
"I will never be a NUN! I will find the one, I'm not ready now." Lana said
"You will be, just forget about JOASH ALEXANDER RAMOS." He replied
"How to forget someone you love unconditionally?" Lana uttered sadly
"Just decide you want to," Ian said
Lana staring at Ian and run to him and hug him so tight.
"How can I move on, how can I unloved Joash. I'm incomplete without him. Eight years Christian. Eight years." Lana said while crying
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The One That Got Away (TOTGA)
RomanceA story of unconditional love, a woman who fight for her feelings in the right way, but there's always a consequences in every situation, there's always a sacrifice has need to been done. To love is a decision. It takes a lot of courage. It demands...
