Chapter 1
I close my eyes and I can still see it. I can still see my best friend lying in a pool of his own blood.
(Flashback)
"Oh my god! Christian!" I scream at the lifeless form. I run to check his pulse and I can't feel anything. I see blood coming from his wrists. "Why would he try to kill himself? I didn't even know he cut!" I think aloud. I realise I'm beginning to lose my wits. His heart is still beating so I tear a strip of my Pokemon shirt off and wrap it around wrist, hoping to slow the blood flow long enough for help to arrive. I get out my cell phone to call 911 and see the picture of Christian, which I use for my lock screen. I start crying and I lay my head on his chest to make sure his heart stays beating.
"911 what's your emergency?" I hear a kind female voice say.
"Hi my friend, Christian, tried to kill himself by cutting his wrist really deep." I spoke quickly. I give her the address and she tells me that an ambulance will arrive in a couple minutes.
Wondering if he left a note, I look around his room for second. My eyes lock on his favourite fox stuffed animal on his bed. I notice a tiny slip of paper tied to its paw. Unfolding the paper I immediately see the tear drops on it; he had been crying. Just a few tears unlike my incessant sobbing. He was perfectly composed when he tried to kill himself whereas I feel like I'm the one dying.
Hi Damon. I'm sorry you had to be the one to find my body but, since my parents left, you were my only friend. I know that you should have been enough and I'm just being selfish but I just couldn't stay here anymore. You've been more and more absent from my life and I feel like you've left this aching cavity in my heart. I know you have other friends but you're all I have and I always felt too clingy too dependant on you so I decided to take my own life so I wouldn't bother you anymore. Now that I'm dead you need to go live a great beautiful life and I'll be watching over you as a ghost. Love, Christian the ghost boy.
Notice the sirens and flashing lights outside, I run downstairs to open the door and then back up to Christian. The paramedics come in with a gurney and lift Christian onto it. They run back out to the ambulance with me following. I'm not religious but in an ambulance next to my nearly dead best friend I prayed with everything I had that he would be okay.
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Christian and Damon
FanfictionWhat happens when Damon's best friend, Christian, decides to commit suicide? Christian was in love with Damon before he decided to kill himself. Will Damon ever find out about Christian's feelings for him? Trigger warning and boyxboy (just fluff)