Some nights I lay in bed.
I wish I could go to bed but monsters in my head keep me awake.
I tell them to go away
But they don't.
I try to ignore them
But sometimes I can't.
They make me hate myself.
They Tell me I'm worthless.
They tell me nobody would miss me if I died.
I tell the monsters to go away they laugh.
Tonight they told me to hang the rope on the ceiling
I obeyed
Then they said put my head in the loop.
Then they said jump.
I obeyed.
Tonight my family found me dead.