NorthWood University Series: The University Brain ( Laine the Betrayed Mother)

1st Part

Ano nga ba ang feeling ng inlove? Well hindi ko pa nararanasan yun. Im Laine Jimenez and I am a simple girl. I am NBSB and proud to be. Yang love na yan, wala akong paki diyan. Well I have this very unique love story that happens a long time ago. Let me share you my heartbreaking experience.

I am major in Bachelor of Science in Business Accountancy in a well-known college in California. I am very well-focused on my studies that time when I met Simon. It was like fate nga naman nung dumating siya kasi I was very lonely that time due to my brother has died on car accident in San Francisco, California.At that time Simon makes me feel very special.

Totoo nga pala na kapag na inlove ka sa taong mahal mo, sa kanya lang iikot ang mundo mo. I started to see a new light kay Simon.And become a normal person, I experienced the feeling of being in love, to have a sex life, going easy on my studies and even being loved by the person you love the most. But not all thing do have a happy ending. Malapit na ang graduation and going strong kami ni Simon pero napapansin ko na nag iiba siya this past few days.

And here it is! Its graduation day. Im very excited kasi may sasabihin kay Simon. Pero hindi ko padin siya nakikita since last week. Maybe nagpe prepare siya ng surprise kasi its our big day. Well natapos ang graduation pero hindi siya dumating . I even cried and nagkulong lang ako sa kwarto that time kasi wala siyang paramdam . I tried calling him and texting him but still no use. So, I decided to go out para maka langhap ng sariwang hangin.

In my surprise I saw him outside our house and I am very happy. I hug him, kiss him and wanted to tell him my biggest surprise when he suddenly says those words.

I am very sorry Laine. I didnt mean to do it but it just happened sabi niya na hindi tumitingin sa akin.

Its okay if you couldnt make it on our graduation. Im sure you have a valid reason for that. sagot ko sa kanya na tuwang tuwa.

Oh, I almost forgot. I have a big surprise for you babe masiglang sabi ko sa kanya.

Im very sorry babe. he murmurs and his voice started to crack.

I was stunned at that moment thinking what would it be.

Jastine is pregnant and I am the father. Im really sorry! and his tears started to fall.

At that very moment I was stunned and shock. My brain couldnt take that kind of idea. I was like a fool na nakatayo at nakatulala. Sa lahat ng tao bakit siya pa? Bakit yung bestfriend ko pa?

Why of all people? Am I not enough? yan lang ang nasagot ko sa kanya.

And those tears started to fall. Different ideas crossed my mind that time.

Im really sorry he repeatedly say those words and cried.

I slap his face and turn my back to him and walk away. Ang sakit sakit isipin na yung mgatong pinahahalagahan at pinagkakatiwalaan mo pa ay sila pa yung mga taong mananakit sayo ng sobra.

Two months have passed but still the pain was like it only happened yesterday. Simon still wants to go back to me and always asking for my forgiveness but still I cant forgive him, not this time maybe someday I guess. So, I talked to my parents and decided to go home in the Philippines and start my new life there.

Magiging okay din tayo baby. Sabi ko habang hinihimas ko ang tiyan ko na unti unti ng lumalaki.

Yes! I am pregnant. Yun yung surprise na balak ko na sabihin kay Simon nung gabing iyon. So ayun na nga umuwi ako sa Pilipinas and dito ko pinanganak ang aking twins. Sila baby Sammy and Samuel. Sammy got her eyes on me and she got those blue eyes , pointed nose, blonde hair on her father, Simon. While Samuel is like a photocopy of Simon. These two angels are my strength and motivation in life even though they remind me of my unforgettable past.

I even let them use the surname of their father. I even tell them who is their real father. A month before I gave birth my friends told me that Simon already knows na may anak kami. And napag alaman ko na hinanap niya kami but still hindi niya alam na nasa Pilipinas na ako.

And a news came to me na hindi daw pala talaga si Simon ang tatay ng anak ni Jastine. Jastine was so broke pala nung time na malapit na ang graduation and ask Simon to accompany her for a drink. Nalasing si Simon and wala talgang nangyari sa kanila ni Simon its just gawa gawa lang ni Jastine ang lahat dahil ang totoong ama ng anak niya ay ang ex-boyfriend niya na iniwan siya after knowing na buntis siya.

5 years have passed and my kids are growing so fast. I was lucky that I will be able to raise my twins and pursue my career. And after all these years I never been on a relationship. Napatawad ko naman na si Simon.

I was invited as a company representative sa isang opening ng sister company ng aking pinagta trabahuhan. Many businessmen and well known personalities ang dumalo sa event na ito. Papasok ako sa venue ng event ng parang may namukhaan akong isang pamilyar na tao. I thought it was Simon pero siguro nagkakamali lang ako. And yun nga the event goes well naman.

Pauwi na ako at palabas na ng biglang umulan. So hindi ako makapunta sa parking lot ng hotel dahil nasa pinaka dulo pa naka park ang kotse ko. Ready na akong lumusob sa ulan dahil nagmamadali na akong umuwi at hinihintay na ako for sure ng mga babies ko. Akmang tatakbo na ako ng