I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about it
And I can't stop.
I'm trapped in this body
And I want to get out of it
I get off my couch bed without even caring about how cold it is
And I creep into my brother's empty room with silent, squeaky footsteps.
Good thing that he's at his boyfriend's house.
I open his wardrobe
And I take out his blue, shining marvel shirt. Way better than any shirts of pretty princesses
And I take some Karki jeans. Boys jeans
Just for me
To become a boy
No
Not to become a boy
I've always been a boy
Now I can start
My transformation
At 2:22 in the morning
In my lonely, silent, spooky apartment.
Goodbye Rose.
Hello Ross.
I get changed in the brightly lit, blue bathroom
I'm almost there
In a few minutes
I will be gone
