I read online somewhere
That you can bind your breasts with two bras
So that's what I do
With them on the tightest setting, I slip them over my boobs with many struggles.
I can't breathe
But I can
Because now, I can breathe better than I ever could before
'Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe.' I whisper Taylor Swift's words out of my mouth.
I've never felt so connected to those lyrics than I am now.
I look in the mirror
For the first time in my life
I don't see the pretty, pink princess girl that my mother made me be.
I see a superhero-loving
Strong, muscular boy
I don't see Rose
I see Ross