RELATABLE.

To The Man, I Never Got A Chance To Love...

Let's talk about it, let's really just jump right in, I am Takeya Glenn. Nineteen years old, twenty soon, writing to explain my feelings in a real way. Through a book. We can relate, let loose, and explore things we've probably never said and never will say. I've had my fair share of embarrassing, sad, and pitiful moments but that will not hold me back anymore. These are true stories, true feelings, and true emotions that I put out to let you feel. This is a public diary that I'm sure you can relate to. Relatable...a reference that will be highly used when reading these short stories of moments that lasted no more than two hours or two days, hell probably two weeks or two months but in my mind forever. It's an outlet that most of us have experienced. Short stories, real moments. I've probably repeated myself multiple times so far, I have a bad habit of doing it, but I want you to understand the meaning of this, of me. The tears no longer flow from the pain I've dealt with but it helps me prosper, it helps me heal, and it makes me feel exposed. Well, here we are exposed to the relation and truth of someone you'd never meet, but enough of my rant...enjoy RELATABLE.

it's real. It's pure. It's raw.

Everything comes and goes..but I expected you to be forever. It was a chemistry I've personally never felt before and I was so fucking excited only to be let down wondering where did I go wrong once again. It was too soon and I knew that...I didn't want to accept it though. I didn't love you yet but I was happy because sooner or later I would but you changed that quick. I started to notice signs from my past that I kept choosing to ignore and that was all my fault. I now knew the exact meaning of Comfort Inn Ending by Jhene Aiko, I was now living it, sorta. You were still so in LOVE with your past that you never even thought to give me a chance to show you the real me! I was just your personal masturbation doll and hardly even that because it generally wouldn't last long... " thought I told you not to love these hoes, say they love you but you know they don't, say that they will but shit you know they won't yeah you hear me but you don't feel me though, I was not the only one..." was the only thing that played back and forth in my head the whole time I was stuck under your spell in this stupid daze, hoping and wishing that I was the one for you because I like you! Only to feel how I did the first time I let some con artist of a man get in my pants and take something special from me only to never hear from him again...I was now trapped back in my past waiting for a chance to move forward with the man I never got a chance to love...