Getting to know who I am.

moving to grandma house

I got up and My mom and dad said Jade you are  moving grandma house in a different state. my parents won't tell me why or what I am supposed to do but i packed up like they asked me to do.On the plane I stared to get upset and listened to music and was thinking to myself why did they send me away do they not want me? My parents where so happy when i was growing up the last thing i would think is them making me move. There wasn’t even an explanation on why I had to leave and i been trying to get them to explain but they won't all they do is look at me and tell me everyhing is going to be okay and all I need to do is trust them. TRUST THEM they are sending me away from all of my friends and the only place i know as home and they aren't telling me what is going on. why I am going to grandma's house? Why are they keeping everything a secret? don't get me wrong I love my grandma to death and would do anything for her but not knowing what going on and they are being secretive is making me think they don't want me. When I got to grandmal's house and I asked her what was going on thinking and knowing she would tell me but no she didn't tell me what is going on and told me to go get settled down and she is making her famous cookies that I loved so much. In my head I am thinking I would love to know what is going on. It was the middle of the night and my grandma came to wake me up. What is wrong grandma and she said this " noone wanted to tell you this but the reason why they are not telling you is because they don't want you to freak but you need to know so i told your mom that i going to tell you and she said it was ok.what is going on is that the man your mom is with is your stepdad he been in your life snice you where a baby you dad left after we told him he couldn't turn you into a vampire and now that he is out of prison for hitting your mom he is looking for yall so that why you moved here and your mom is on the run becuase she knows what is going to happen if they catch them." so you are telling me this is all becasuse my real dad is a vampire and he trying to turn me.It should be my decsion if I want to become one or not i turn 18 in a month I am an adult now and y'all are making my decsions for me that is not fair what so ever.do you think he is going to come here to looks for me grandma."honey we are hopeing not because we don't want you to turn into a monster like you father is." I have the right to know my father and this is what y'all want to do is keep me away from my father and not be able to get to know him.you know what i will find him and I will learn about him because he is my father and i should be able to get to know him even if y'all don't like it.My father is my father he should see how I am and who I become even if he was in prison or jail most of my life he is a father to a wonderful person and he is looking for me so i am going to show him sign of where I am at so me and him can met.I am going back to bed and I will look him up later I need to get my sleep. It was 8 in the moring and grandma got up and made breakfeast for the both of us and grandma started talking " I am sorry about last night and you are right but we don't mention this to your mother. She will be scared and we would have to try to talk her in to in and that is a hard task so we will keep it a secret because I aguree you and your father need to get to know each other." thank you grandma after breakfeat I will start looking for him and see where it leads me if it is not meant to be for me to know who he is we won't find him but if it is we will that how i see it." that is true honey and you will be starting school on monday so make sure you have everything if not let me know and we will get what you need." yes grandma i will and thank you for everything I am glad I came here.After breakfeast I grab my laptop and I looked up my dad and i text all of the people that has his name to make sure if it was or that was not my dad it took forever I would say but I didn't give up I will keep looking until i find him.I can't wait I am exicied to see and meet him because all my life i thought my stepdad was my dad but turns out he was not. So I can't wait until i meet him and learn about vampires and see  if what people say vampire on T.V is true or not true.