I've been upside down and my life has been turned around. My life is a constant battle and I have to keep fighting or nothing will change. I want change more than anything, people want money or mansions I just want help. Help with my what seems to be my never ending battle. Nobody can truly understand the struggles I have to face everyday, I can't do everything you can. I'm greatful I can do anything at all, doctors said I wouldn't be this far. Fuck what the doctors say and i continued working and made an improvement, they said i would never walk again. I proved them wrong. I don't walk normally but, i can walk. I do most things that I used to but with limitations. I need help and cannot face this alone and luckily I don't need too. My parents and close friends are here for me, I've been through so much and at that time I was 13. That's young for this situation. People have made fun of my leg brace but I brushed it off my shoulder and it made me want to fight even harder. My battle is still going on today, still hard but I think everyone has a battle they face. It may not show but they are dealing with something, name calling, breath taking situations, and even worse things that may go on at home. For me it's a breath taking situation, and it really wasn't a high risk of what I went through. It's been almost 2 years and I'm still fighting even with all of my good/bad news. They said I wasn't getting better ever, I gave up until people started to believe in me. Even more than I did. I had my thoughts of not wanting to live but I've had my chances of ending it all, I was smart and didn't. Those thoughts still run through my mind sometimes.
