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Hello? - 5

There was a knock on my door, I jump falling off the bed, anxiety rising in me quickly. Scared that Sir was about to come in, but the face I saw wasn't Sir. No, it was Jimin. He looked shocked, but I was relieved. I lay on my back, trying to calm my racing heart beat. I breath in and out, as steady as I could. I guess I worried Jimin because he rushes over to me.

"Are you alright?!" he asks kneeling beside me.

This made me start to laugh, I was laughing at my anxiety. How could I really think it was Sir? He's in jail! They said he wouldn't be able to touch me!

"Damn, that was scary. I thought you were someone else." I say sitting up and looking at him, running my hand through my hair.

"Oh, sorry." he laughs lightly, the first time I've heard him laugh.

"I was just wondering if you'd like to go to the cafeteria with me for dinner. Your nurse stopped by my room and said if I went with you it would be alright, and since you were asleep earlier when she brought your food she said it'd be best if we both went to eat around my dinner time." he rambled, trying to explain.

I think for a moment about what he said, but I couldn't get the thoughts of Sir out of my head. For the past few days the only time I really thought about him was when the police came and talked to me about him for the court case which was in two weeks. I shake my head lightly trying to think about dinner.

"Umm, yeah, sure." I say getting off the floor.

Jimin stands too, smiling happily.

"That's good, lets go. I'm starving." he said walking out the door.

I look around the room, I hadn't really looked around before. But now, I guess I finally payed attention to my surroundings. I walked out behind Jimin and followed him to the cafeteria. Throughout dinner, Jimin talked, and I, well I tried to listen. But I was so focused on other things. Soon Jimin finished eating and I, well while being trapped in my own mind, didn't eat much. While Jimin went and put his trey away, I stared out the window. It was darker now, but the sky was lit up by the rolling lightning of and incoming storm. It was too far away for now, but I knew that it was coming our way. I wonder if I could get away with sleeping in the bathroom? I doubt it.

Jimin had come over while I watched the clouds, he taps me on the shoulder. I jump in my seat, turning my head to look at him.

"Yes?" I ask thinking he needed something.

"Are you done eating?" He asks before looking down at my plate.

"Wait you've barely eaten!" he almost yells.

I look down at my plate and out of all the food the ladies gave me, I've eaten maybe a few chips and that's it. I sigh mentally.

"It's fine, I was just thinking. I'll eat quickly and then we can go." I say, before I start on my sandwich.

The first bite made me a bit sick, just the taste of it, and the texture. Yet as I kept eating, it started tasting better. After maybe eight or so minutes I had finished my food, all but some of my drink. I decided that I was done and went to put my trey away. When I came back Jimin and I left, walking down the hallway. I didn't feel good, and yet I just pushed all these feelings away. We got down to Jimin's room and talked for some time. Soon a nurse came in, telling me it was late, that i'd better head back to my room and sleep. Yet, I didn't want to sleep. No, I wanted to cry. So, after being made to leave I sat in my room. Crying. It was shocking, how long it finally took me to cry after all the things I've been through.

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I guess when the morning came is when I finally snapped out of my thoughts. I ate breakfast and immediately after Ms. Sadi left, I ran off to the Physical room. I used the speakers to play music, and dance my emotions out. I remembered some memories as well.