The divorce

" what time is it" i said yanking the duvet towards me . " i have no clue" said Jake, he stared at my eyes for a while and then he kissed me on the lips. " good morning hun" I said while stroking his soft hair. ever since we have got married I have felt young and happy like i was when i was a child. I'm not that old I'm only 25. we both got out of bed and went downstairs and sat on the couch, for a while we kept glaring in each others eyes and then we began to snog. it carried on for about five mins. it was a happy marriage and always will be. we were expecting a baby i was 9 months pregnant Jake always likes to go out with his mates to the pub for a drink, so he did tonight. when it was 6:00 he went out the house and said he was going to the pub and should be back by 9:00. i was at home by myself so i decided to give my self a manicure and a pedicure. it was 11:00 and Jake was not back yet, i had finished ironing his clothes so i went upstairs to put them away for him, but to my surprise I had found a pair of nickers packed in with his clothes. They were not mine so i guessed he must have had been sleeping with another women, in our bed. i was so furious i decided when he comes back i will have a talk with him. at 11:30 Jake had come back, " have you been sleeping with another women", " no" he replied . but i wasn't that convinced , " how come i found a pair of nickers packed in with your clothes" . " ok ok i admit i was having sex with another women but she was paying me". tears were strolling down my face " why would you do this to me, i thought you loved me". " i do, its just i wanted to get you something nice so i decided if she paid me i would do it". i felt so lost inside i felt like i was not loved anymore, i felt like killing him but i didn't. " you are such a fucking idiot you never loved me and i was stuiped to think you did". " babe please forgive me i'm so sorry" . " GET THE FUCKING HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE". I went upstairs and packed all of Jakes stuff and chucked them out the window. " I WANT A DIVORCE NOW GET OUT OF MY HOUSE I ALREADY CHUCKED ALL YOUR STUFF OUTSIDE". " how dare you do that, i still love you" said Jake. " WELL I DON'T .SO FUCK OFF" I was traumatised every night i would have to sit alone in a empty house no one to keep me company, one evening there was a knock on the door i went and opened it, there he was standing outside my door. It was Jake. '' look baby I'm so sorry for what happened can we please get back together". " no" i said and slammed the door in his face, i went to sit on the couch and began to cry first my crying was silent then it began to get louder as i began to wail." why would he come back to me and ask to get back", then i started wailing even louder. after a minute or so i felt a sudden movement inside me. " OUCH" i screamed and put my hand on my belly, the baby started to move around very quickly and then it began to kick so hard i couldn't even move. after a minute my water broke and i had to call for an ambulance, i fainted and when i woke up i found myself in a hospital bed lying with my stomach pounding and i was giving birth. i began to push but then my heart stopped beating and i was dead.

i suddenly felt my soul being taken up in to the havens, i heard a loud voice and it said " you have a year left with your soul on earth use it wisely and people can only see you if you want them to see you " . I was shocked i didn't know what to do but yet i made my way out of the hospital and i flew over to see Jake, it was midnight to he was surely asleep in bed or something like that knowing him. I flew to his house and went through the wall i saw Jake sitting on the couch crying and holding a box of tissues in his hand, he wasn't watching a rom-com instead he was holding a picture of me in his hand,