Wanna know who the best Actors are well for in my opinion it's not anyone in any tv show or movie it's anybody it could be you, you're classmates, friends, or even a random stranger. Just let me explain. Anyone of those people I mentioned could be the best Actor because they can hid their emotions all there feeling and keep it lock up in a safe that is heavily guarded. With Walls they could have built up for weeks, months,years. Because the fear of being shutout,heartbroken,vulnerable scares them it scares me. So we built these walls and put on our mask like everything is perfectly fine. Because I think that my problems are just going to be a burden on them they shouldn't waste time on me. They have more important things to take care of. So I release the pain in a different way than talking. I turn to people of who I don't know or never meet in life but who I trust so much. I am surrounded by people going through the same thing as me,we support and
lift each other up. I slowly start to become better only to pulled back into the darkness days or hours later. So instead of talking I release the pain in other ways. Constantly being the shoulder to lean on to help others . Because I feel if I can't "fix" myself I can help others. So I continue to wear my mask and take "happy pills" that make me feel no emotion. Some days I don't wear the mask because I don't need it but I always keep it with me just incase. So anybody can be the best actor even you.
