Leiah's P.O.V
Flashback: Ok Leiah its time, she's coming right now, breath in, breath out. This will hurt, but you have to, you have to give her away. "Ok Mrs. Mooner, are you ready? Push!" the pain was unbearable, it hurted like hell. "Aaaaaaargh!" and then I saw her, she was so little and perfect, she was just WOW. The most precious creature I have ever beheld before. I saw the doctors and the nurses take her and clean her. The doctor came to me with my baby wrapped, "Mrs. Mooner, you are allowed to have her 5 minutes, but then she must go." I sadly nodded and took her in my arms. She was sleeping and she gave a little yawn. My heart melted, I felt a strange feeling in my heart, it was a mixture pain and happiness. She was so marvellous and beautiful, I put my finger in her small hand and she holded it tightly. I shed a tear and I whispered, "I don't want to, I really don't but I have to, but hey, you will have a better life, better than I will never be able to give you. I will never forget you and I will always love you wherever you end up. I know that you are destined to great thimgs. Just never forget, mom loves you." Then the doctor came in again. "Mrs. Mooner the time is up." and for the last time, I gave her a little hug and a kiss in the forhead and whispered for the last time, "Goodbye, I love you." I gave my baby to the doctor and he took her and headed away. I just sat there in disgrace and- BOOM- REALITY- "HUH!" Again, I had that same dream, nightmare really. Not a night or day had passed since I gave her, my precious baby girl that I hadn't passed thinking in where she was, how she was, or who she was. I replay over and over those few minutes I had spent with her, staring at her precious little face. Sometimes doubt if it was really a good idea, by one way I have a steady job, good house, good life, and no major worries. By the other way, I haven't seen my daughter for 5 years, don't know how she is, don't know if she's ok. I'm just worried for her.
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