Every love has its own mate .

Chapter 1

"Hey how you doing?" Jordan said to me as we were in the line at Walmart. "Im Doing Good im just really tired thats all." I Grabbed my bags and head to my car.

The whole way to my dad store I blasted tupac &' jon b are you still down. I pulled up to my dads liquor store.
"Hey Baby what you doing today?"

" Nonthing trying to go find that beautiful man i told you about ."

My daddy was not happy bout me talking to boy since me and my first love have been trying to end after a year &' 6months . He fucked up once and it was major. I was pretty hurt but that was my soul mate my family hates him he was one of the biggest drug lords that came out of New Orleans. He gave me everything I wanted we still talk on the phone every now and again but I have to cut my heart loose sometime soon i just dont wanna see him with someone else.

"Journey you know how I feel about you dating boys and Jordan seem nice but I don't think he nice enough to pick up my baby girl heart after breaking it."

I replied with a smile felt good know some men aren't dogs I picked up the Watt of cash on the cabinet and left the store telling my daddy love you and bye.

On my way home my phone started ringing and it's was a unknown number so I answered in man voice saying, "hello"

Unknown caller: hey baby

Me: I'm single no bae over here who this

Jordan: Jordan

I started to smile so hard and got excited I dropped my phone. Turned radio on and jammed to Toni Braxton how many ways the whole way home. I came to red light and heard a horn look out window and saw Jordan 2013 Camaro blue will white stripes . I Rowed my window down and said "so u stalking me now." "I had to know why my princess was screaming and hung up" he said.

I smiled and drove off. Once I made it to my apartment I unlocked door walked in went to my room n got undressed. Layed in bed hopped on Instagram looking to see who got exposed n what not. I see my first love n some bitch holding hand until I read caption :: my baby mama my wife I love her

I instantly got mad. What the fuck we cuffing hoes and impregnating these bitches. I dialed his number before I took my next breathe.

me: What the fuck Nick that's how we doing shit you know what I hate your ass hope your baby die too

nick:I'm sorry I was gonna tell u

me: before or after your nut busted

*click*

I laid there crying trying to piece my heart up that hurt me . See while back in February I found I was pregnant and miscarried shit was hard when you plan a life with someone and don't go right.

I just got on facebook and seen what was popping, I had to do something to get my mind off of the things that he do to me.