the songs for this chapter are:
belong with me- Taylor swift
Glorious- foxes
(please try to listen to the music while reading it'll guve you more the feels i hope ;3 )
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I felt hurt, but I couldn't show him that. My face swelled in anger, as I clenched my fists together making my fingertips hit contact with my palms.
"What did you say?" I spat at him, making him slightly flinch but quickly recovers. He smirks at me making me want to punch him so fucking hard. I walked up to Harry waiting Harry to answer, "You are just jealous no one loves you" he hiss at me. I did what I man would do, I punched him hard on his jaw.
Making him stumble at my door. He holds his jaw at me full of anger on his green eyes. "You have no idea, what I've been through Harry. I've been through a lot of shitty pain and you never even dare to ask if I was okay. Yes I would always push you away but you never tried, you have known me for 5 fucking years and you don't even give a fuck a bout me" I shove him against his chest.
"I have tried so much for you to notice how broken I am, and I need your care. Can't you see Harry, I lov.. You know what forget it" I dismiss my rant with tears streaming down my face.
Harry holds by my shoulders,I look down to avoid his gaze, "Claire look at me... I'm sorry I didn't mean that" he hugs me. I jerk away from his embrace making him frown. "Please, what do you mean your broken?" he asks softly, sending shivers down my spine.
"Just leave" I whisper, he follows my orders following and leaving my flat without any other word except for I'm sorry.
When I my front door closes, a sigh escapes my lips. I use my arms to remove the fresh tears from my face and went to get my toiletries.
How could say those awful things to my I just tried so hard, but I guess it wasn't good enough for him. I don't even know why I like or love him, it's just he is so nice and very charming but he has a past I know but since we were friends we were so so close...but now,
Kristen came now I'm just here friend zoned was suppose to tell Harry how I felt about him..but that was the time he announced his new girlfriend which obviously shattered my heart.
After taking my toiletries I walked to my bathroom closing the door shut, I start to look at my reflection and fuck I look terrible. I look like a zombie resurrected from the dead. I start to open my bag of toiletries and got some wet tissue to wipe my sadness off. I close my bag of toiletries again then I walked back to my room and laid down on bed staring at the ceiling.
He doesn't care about me, he cares about that girl he's so in love with I mean like why can't he just open his eyes and see I care for him. After a blink of an eye, I see that I threw the nearest thing I had beside me....
I curiously walked over to it and broken glass had surrounded it, it had wood then I picked it up carefully not pricking my had to any of those sharp edges of broken glass to see it was a picture of me and Harry hugging and Harry kissing my forehead I noticed that it was my birthday that time.
I noticed a few water drops fell onto the picture I was holding and I haven't realized I was crying so hard again. I bit my lip trying to make the tears stop but they won't budge.
I walked up back to my bed and covered myself with my comfy sheets and I let my tears fall down my face. naybe i am really not pretty honestly Kristen is absoluely beautiful but the only thing that ruins that is her attitude. I closed my eyes tring to imagaine that harry is here wth me no noise, no kristen, no distractions just me and harry.
I hear my phone strated to ring human by christina perri, her voice is absolutely amazing. Too bad i dont sing becausemy voice really sucks. i grab my phone on my dresser and unlocked it to see a messaged from unknowkn but i wished that it was harry but it was obviously not. I started to re-read the message for the fourth time and a very small cracks on my face.
I'm sorry
~harry
It was harry.
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Hi so yah m chesy and first authors note here so :3
i just want to so that im so excited how this book will turnout so you better keep on reading becausebit will be more interesting i guess, maybe.
and all you guys should all stay fangirlish bc ilygsm and im just really in a good mood and i dont know why 5 votes for the next chapter maybe?
~chesy ;3

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