Erica Mena
3:39pm
New York, New YorkIt's been a while since i've had sex. I've been daydreaming at work, on the road, at home.. Believe my i've tried to make up for it.. but it's honestly not ideal. I need someone rough.. passionate.. agressive.. educated sex. Someone who's gonna put it down how I like it without me having to walk them through the process. I guess you can say i've been "fuckin w lames" but really I just don't wanna put myself through another disappointment. The last time I had sex, this bitch started chewing on my clit. So you already know i'm beyond done right now.
I was in deep thought. Then I heard a knock at the door.
"Fuck" I said to myself before going to look through the peephole.
To my surprise It was Joe.
"What the fuck do you want Budden." I said screaming so I wouldn't have to open the door.
"I just want to talk about the situation, that occurred on HipHop Square Mena, nothing more.. nothing less. I swear."
"There's nothing to fucking talk about Joe, go home to your fiancé and leave me alone don't y'all got a baby to worry about? I'm sure she needs your assistance."
"Mena open the fuck up.. that's what I need to talk to you about.. the baby."
I scrunched my face up in confusion.. why the fuck would joe wanna talk to me about his child.. unless..
I opened the door so fast my lashes almost flew off.
" You have 10 mins to explain." I said in an irritated, but concerned tone.
Joe rubs the back of his neck, and looks down.
"May I come Inside? I don't want anyone hearing.."
I step to the side and let his frail ass inside.. I never new what the fuck Cyn saw in this nigga. He was an asshole, with cruel humor.. That shit disgusts me.
" So wassup? What is this about Joe.. General Hospital is about to come on & I don't play around w my evening shows what-"
"The kid ain't mine Mena.."
My eyes widened, and my mouth dropped..
"The who ain't what now.."
"The kid is not mine, it's yours." He looked down to the floor in disappointment.. this was the humblest & reticent I ever seen Joe.."
"How the hell is that possible I don't understand? I haven't been with he since January.."
"Yeah now do some adding, it's September Mena.."
"Shit.." I palmed my face and shook my head.
"I just came by to let you know, I can't be with her after finding out something like that man.. crazy part is she tried to lie to me about it.."
This was absolutely insane, back in January Cyn & I had a falling out. We stopped talking because we had almost got in a fight.. I almost put my hands on her.. It wasn't on purpose, I just got so angry.. I got tired of always being labeled as the bad guy.. We did start having unprotected sex before the falling out happened.. The plan was to have kids. Honestly, it didn't seem like it was working.. I was nutting all up in her shit & she still wasn't Prego when we were together. I started to think she was taking plan B behind my back tbh.
"Bro, I'm so sorry. I swear to you I wasn't fucking with her while y'all was together.. we were tryna have kids before be ended shit.."
"Yeah, I know she told me everything.. I had a heart to heart with her lastnight.. Erica she still crazy about you. She's always been crazy about you, I was just there to fill in the void.. and to be honest with you. I wasn't as loyal as she thinks, that's why I gotta dead the situation."
Tuh, to be honest I wasn't surprised. Especially after what happened with him and Tahiry. Joe Budden is one sly ass nigga.
"Do what you gotta do, either way it gotta be done."
"That's what I'm sayin..but Imma leave, I gotta pack my shit anyway."
He left and waved, then closed the door.
I plopped on the couch shocked.. I was thinking heavily. What should I do man? After all she is pregnant with my kid, but how we turned out wasn't cool at all.. Maybe she'll hear what I have to say over dinner? I played with my phone in my hand, I ended up scrolling down to her name in my contacts and shot a text.
:
Hey, Cynthia. I know it's been a while since we talked 😥. Joe just told me the news.. Listen, I know what I did was wrong and I'm sorry.. I'll even express how sorry I am over dinner tomorrow?? Only if you're willing too.. I know this can't change anything, but I just want to work things out.. We don't even have to be in a relationship if you don't want to be.. we could be cordial. I just wanna be there for my son 😩.I saw the bubble pop up and go away several times.. I was nervous.
Cyn 🖤
: I don't know Mena.. you sure you not gonna try to put ya hands on me again 😒?I giggled.. this was her way of saying yeah, just don't fuck it up.
:
I would never try to do that again.. especially since you're carrying my child..🥺Cyn 🖤 :
Yeah, aight. When & where?:
Benihana? @ 8 😙🍜🍚 ?Cyn 🖤
: Mmm, okay. Don't fuck this up. I'll see you.See what I tell ya?
:
Aight, I'll see you tomorrow night then.I clicked off my phone, and took a deep breath. That was alittle easier than I expected.. But knowing her it'll be more difficult in person.
God please, let this go as planned.
I grabbed my remote and tuned on the Tv to General Hospital.. Hopefully I'll be able to woo my way back on to her good side.Hey guys, I'm back.. it's been a while since I wrote anything tho. Hopefully I don't fuck this up 🙄. But let me know if you feeling it so far. I think my one shot gonna be good.. It only gets better after this (; . Don't expect part 2 to be the next update tho.. Imma make this a book full of suspense.