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Comfort in the memories

AUTHORS NOTE~ Hey ALL I am just leaving a note at the beginning of this story to let you know that if I feel the chapter has music that should go along with it or a picture of someone or something I am envisioning I will add it I would really apprieate if you would listen to the song as you read the chapter as I already have ideas as to some songs that will need to be listened to, to undersand what the feel is for that corresponding chapter thats all for now thank all you beautiful people for reading bye for now loves.

* TRIGGER WARNING- may include what people feel is sexual assalt

Haleys POV

Living in utter misery and being dead are not really that different the only real difference is that I'm sure being dead would be most certainly more peaceful then the reality I am faced with now. The only thing getting me threw are the memories of my dad and my brother me and my mom never really got along and she could be quite ruthless when it would come to me, it seamed as if tho she had a grudge with me, after all I am the reason they are all dead me and my stupid genes if only I wasn't this powerful.

The last thing I promised my brother was that I wouldn't use my powers so that who ever is after me couldn't find me. Even though it has been hard considering I've been beaten, hit, whipped, and kicked the shit out of Ive kept my secret for him. He was my favorite person in the world my little brother kept me sane in this crazy world and I would do anything to have him back I could have brought him back but ... god I can't think about this now if I do I will cry and if I cry they will hear me and I just managed to get back to the barns from getting kicked in the stomach multiple times by the new alphas son that piece of shit is going to be the next alpha lucky me.

I already know now that I won't be able to stay here much longer my wolf is restless they don't let me out to run here and when you don't let you wolf out it starts driving you crazy she's already taking the loss of our family terribly and now she's being confined to the walls of our mind. Not to mention I have two other voices besides myself and faiths ( faith is my wolfs name) thats were my power comes from I am also a vampire and a witch not to mention my wolfs is a black wolf with one blue eye and one silver eye.

If I had 2 blue eyes or two silver eyes there would be no problem its the mix matched that has issues my wolf is just a lot stronger and quicker and we have quicker healing abilities we also have some other powers like being able to make someone feel something they weren't before like when they are mad we can make them feel calm and relaxed we can also can change the color of our one silver eye to blue so no one knows about us just being being a black wolf is dangerous enough because it means we are powerful and most likely a high ranking wolf such as a alpha or a bata or the sons and daughters of alphas and batas.

"PLEASE LET ME OUT!!!" Faith yells at me in my head. Trying to break down the walls that are keeping her confined in our head.

"Faith you know I can't do that they will hurt us and right now I just healed from the last beating" I say apologetically, knowing that she must feeling like there is a squirrel running around in her pants.

"ughhhhh quiet you whining we get it you want to pee on trees and chew on sticks just give us some time we can convince Haley to break the fuck out of this place" says my vampire side Sydney. She's a little spitfire that one.

"EXCUSE ME WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT ME PEEING ON TREES I DO NOT PEE ON TREES" Faith yells back at Sydney. Oh god here we go again its like there is a jury in my head yelling at wether or not the murderer is innocent.

"Ladys lady's stop the fighting we need to figure out how to get out of here and then figure out what we are going to do once we do get out of here there is not exactly a lot of options now that we are on our own" says my witch Leslie. At the mention of us being alone all of us sadden a bit knowing thats the truth.

All of them being cut off when we hear the door to the barn right below us being opened I quickly get up pushing a chair under the door nob of the door to my little room above the horse pen hoping that who ever is down there is not coming in search for me or there personal punching bag.

I spoke to soon the doorknob starts turning and with that the chair gets flung across the room and in steps the person I just saw standing above me kicking me in the gut not 45 minutes ago Jason the alphas son, but this time he seems drunk when I saw him last I was aware that he had a couple of drink based on him yelling in my face and smelling his booze soaked breath, but now now he was fully drunk and I was scared again.

" Come here you little nuisance" he commands. I reluctantly shuffled my way over to him and he grabs a fist full of my midnight black hair in his hands and pulls me close to his face so I can once again smell the whiskey on his breath.

"Why are you always such an uptight tease maybe cause you need to get laid, why don't we fix that little issue?" he says and I instantly am petrified no I cant let this happen I know I have a mate out there and I am not planning on having this asshole be my first time he already took my body and put scars all over it making me and complete eye soar. What am I going to do.

"Calm down Hals, this is what your going to do, wait for the right moment and knee him in the balls and don't forget to use your extra vampire and wolf strength so he will be down enough to grab and few things and run" says Leslie.

" Okay okay I can do that" I say back but I am mostly trying to reassure myself, he moves his hand causing him to pull my hair and me to wince at the pain he throws me on my bed and rips my pants off and climbs on top of me.

"NOW" Every one screams and I get all my strength and kick as hard as hard as I can and he rolls off me and I jump up knowing I still don't have long, I grab my necklace my brother got me and I hang it around my neck I grab a backpack I pre packed just incase. I open the window and jump never looking back.